Adventure stories; British -- Spain -- Fiction; Love stories; Spain -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
I saw my way as clearly as though written instructions were actually in
my hands. He was a coward. Brave enough for the ordinary routine
matters of life and of his profession as a soldier, he yet lacked the
courage to face the certain death that was waiting for him in the barrel
of the pistol lying to my hand; and throughout the whole scene he had
been oppressed and overborne by the fear of what such a minute as this
must mean for him. It was through his cowardice, his readiness to
sacrifice honour for life, that I was to win my way to the knowledge I
needed and achieve my purpose.
I began the task with studied cruelty. I bent on him such a look of
stern hate and menace as I could assume, and dallied deliberately with
his terror before I even laid finger on the pistol stock. Then I smiled
as in grim triumph, and picking up the pistol looked carefully at it,
and from it across the space between us to him.
His fight for strength was literally repulsive to witness. Terror
possessed him so completely that both nerves and muscles refused to obey
the direction of the brain, and the pause I made proved the breaking
point in his endurance.
"I can’t stand; give me a chair," he gasped, piteously.
"Stand back, gentlemen, if you please," I thundered, when his seconds
were going to him; and the sound of my voice increased his already
crushing fear, so that he swayed and fell forward on the table, like a
man collapsed in drink, his arms extended and his hands clenched in a
veritable agony of despair and terror.
I allowed a full thirty seconds to pass in a silence that must have been
awesome for him, and then let drop the first hint of hope.
"It is my right to fire when I please. I have not said I shall exercise
it to-night."
At that I saw the strength begin to move in him again. His fingers
relaxed, he drew his arms back and then gradually his body, and at
length raised himself slowly and looked at me—question, doubt, fright,
appeal, hope, all struggling for expression—a look that, had I been as
full of rage and yearning for revenge as he had been and as he believed
me to be, would have sufficed to stay my finger on the trigger or have
driven me to fire in the air. I have never seen such haggard misery.
There was another pause, in which I looked at him, my face set
apparently upon the execution of an implacable resolve to kill him.
When it had had its effect and I saw the grey shades of renewed despair
falling upon him, I said—
"Gentlemen, I will ask you to withdraw a while. It may be that a way
can be found out of this business which may lead to my waiving or
indefinitely postponing my right. If Colonel Livenza is willing, I will
speak with him privately."
A hurried whispered conference between him and his seconds followed, and
then we two were left alone.
*CHAPTER XIV*
*A COWARD’S STORY*
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