Scenes and Characters, or, Eighteen Months at BeechcroftYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Scenes and Characters, or, Eighteen Months at Beechcroft
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Domestic fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
sweet things diminished much faster than they ought to do; but her sister
treated the proposal as an attempt to deprive her of her dignity, and she
was silenced.
She was up almost with the light, to despatch whatever household affairs
could be settled without Emily, before the time came for the children’s
lessons; many hours were spent on these, while she was continually
harassed by Phyllis’s dulness, Ada’s inattention, and the interruption of
work to do for Emily, and often was she baffled by interference from Jane
or Emily. She was conscious of her unfitness to teach the children, and
often saw that her impatience, ignorance, and inefficiency, were doing
mischief; but much as this pained her, she could not speak to her father
without compromising her sister, and to argue with Emily herself was
quite in vain. Emily had taken up the principle of love, and defended
herself with it on every occasion, so that poor Lily was continually
punished by having her past follies quoted against herself.
Each day Emily grew more selfish and indolent; now that Lily was willing
to supply all that she neglected, and to do all that she asked, she
proved how tyrannical the weak can be.
The whole of her quarter’s allowance was spent in dress, and Lily soon
found that the only chance of keeping her out of debt was to spend her
own time and labour in her behalf; and what an exertion of patience and
kindness this required can hardly be imagined. Emily did indeed reward
her skill with affectionate thanks and kind praises, but she interfered
with her sleep and exercise, by her want of consideration, and hardened
herself more and more in her apathetic selfishness.
Some weeks after Easter Lilias was arranging some books on a shelf in the
schoolroom, when she met with a crumpled piece of music-paper, squeezed
in behind the books. It proved to be Miss Weston’s lost song, creased,
torn, dust-stained, and spoiled; she carried it to Emily, who decided
that nothing could be done but to copy it for Alethea, and apologise for
the disaster. Framing apologies was more in Emily’s way than copying
music; and the former task, therefore, devolved upon Lily, and occupied
her all one afternoon, when she ought to have been seeking a cure for the
headache in the fresh air. It was no cure to find the name of Emma
Weston in the corner, and to perceive how great and irreparable the loss
of the paper was to her friend. The thought of all her wrongs towards
Alethea, caused more than one large tear to fall, to blot the heads of
her crotchets and quavers, and thus give her all her work to do over
again.
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