Religious disputations -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian
He looked toward the gateway through which he saw the roofs and towers
of Rome, the city which had not accepted him, inhospitable, gay, given
over to the lusts of the flesh, the desire of the eyes, hungering
passionately after the tangible but transient pleasures of this
delightful world; a new Jerusalem, as stubborn and hard-hearted as the
old, but, like that, too, a chosen city of God, in which he had elected
to dwell and have his abiding place. Tears suffused his face as he
looked at it lying there calm and golden in the sunlight.
"I have not known how to draw them to me," he said. "Surely they would
have followed after me if I had spoken to them more joyfully. A little
thing delights them, and they will flock to see a dancer, a juggler, a
jester! We must become the jesters of God, amusing the hearts of men and
leading them toward spiritual joys."
A bell struck, and was answered from all the towers of Rome, until the
air pulsed with vibrations as if with a multitude of beating wings.
Francis moved slowly away toward the new buildings of the Lateran. Those
of his companions who were pacing up and down in the cool shadow of the
wall suddenly stopped and pointed to him.
"Look! Look!" they cried.
Some play of the wind carrying the fine drifting mist over the isolated
figure had clothed him for a moment in a glory of radiant colours. The
sound of the bell still trembling in the air, and the sudden iridescence
of spray in the sunlight, was to them a revelation. Hearing their voices
raised Francis went toward them.
"What is it, my brothers?" he asked of them.
They received him almost with adoration.
"We saw you troubled, and in thought," answered Brother Egidio; "and
then, suddenly, as the bells ceased, we saw a glory shine about you, and
heard a great beating of wings."
But Francis remembering the doubts which had afflicted him a moment
before, cast himself at the feet of Brother Egidio.
"I command you, in the name of holy obedience, that when I return you
say to me: Francis, son of Pietro Bernardone, because of your doubt you
are contemptible, and in no wise deserving of God's mercy."
Then, rising, he went toward the palace with a serene countenance.
Having watched Francis enter into the palace, the eleven companions
continued to pace up and down in the cool shadow of the wall, and to
discourse to each other upon grave matters.
"How is it, Brother Bernard," said Egidio, "that astrologers are able to
foretell all things that will happen to a man in his journey through
life?"
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