Religious disputations -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian
"Father Pope," he began simply; but he could say no more.
"My son," said Innocent at last, moved by the suffering eyes, "why have
you come to us again?"
"Father Pope," answered Francis in a sweet, almost shrill voice, "when
you sent me from you, you did not bid me not to come again."
He smiled as he spoke, very simply, winningly, a smile that was almost a
caress. Some hint of softening in the eyes of the Pope gave him more
confidence.
"Most Holy Father," he began again, "I have come to you once more,
because you have not yet granted my request. You are a great person,
whom God has exalted above all men, and I think that perhaps you had not
time to listen to me, who am the meanest of God's creatures; so that you
did not understand the excellence of that life which the Lord hath
commanded us to follow. Or perchance it was that the Lord wished to try
my faith, and, lest I was over-confident in myself, to show me that
without his will I am capable of nothing, and to humiliate my pride.
Father Pope, I think this last is the true reason: for how could you not
see the excellence of the way God hath chosen for us, which is a pattern
of the way the disciples themselves followed?"
And the Pope, having no answer to this candour, sat immobile.
"It is a little thing that we ask of you," continued Francis; "only that
you should approve of our vow to follow a life like that which the
disciples led on the shores of the Lake of Galilee."
"My son," said Innocent, "search well your heart. Is it not pride which
makes you think that God hath chosen you for this work?"
And Francis lowered his head until it touched the floor.
"Why," continued Innocent, "should God have chosen you among the
multitudes of men?"
And Francis raised his head again.
"God looked down upon this earth," he answered humbly, "and he explored
all the ways thereof, and searched into all the souls of men. And in the
whole earth he found no man so poor in mind, so mean of stature, so foul
with sins, so weak and utterly worthless, as Francis, the son of Pietro
Bernardone; and for that reason he hath chosen me. For if folk see that
one so miserable as I am can be uplifted by the grace of God, they will
hope again for themselves; and many who are caught in the snares of
Satan and despair of their salvation will be freed by this means."
"Is it not pride, my son," the Pope asked of him after a pause, "that
hinders you from accepting the modifications which I suggest in your
rule?"
"I shall reason with you," answered Francis; "tell me one."
"That you should not be entirely without possessions, without a little
money."
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