Clergy -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
As soon as the carriage reached the house, he went up to his study and
walked about nervously, longing, but afraid, to go down and speak to
Knott, lest his faint hope should be dissipated. Any one looking at that
face, usually so full of calm goodwill, would have seen that the last
week’s suffering had left deep traces. By day he had been riding or
wandering incessantly, either searching for Caterina himself, or
directing inquiries to be made by others. By night he had not known
sleep--only intermittent dozing, in which he seemed to be finding
Caterina dead, and woke up with a start from this unreal agony to the
real anguish of believing that he should see her no more. The clear grey
eyes looked sunken and restless, the full careless lips had a strange
tension about them, and the brow, formerly so smooth and open, was
contracted as if with pain. He had not lost the object of a few months’
passion; he had lost the being who was bound up with his power of loving,
as the brook we played by or the flowers we gathered in childhood are
bound up with our sense of beauty. Love meant nothing for him but to love
Caterina. For years, the thought of her had been present in everything,
like the air and the light; and now she was gone, it seemed as if all
pleasure had lost its vehicle: the sky, the earth, the daily ride, the
daily talk might be there, but the loveliness and the joy that were in
them had gone for ever.
Presently, as he still paced backwards and forwards, he heard steps along
the corridor, and there was a knock at his door. His voice trembled as he
said ‘Come in’, and the rush of renewed hope was hardly distinguishable
from pain when he saw Warren enter with Daniel Knott behind him.
‘Knott is come, sir, with news of Miss Sarti. I thought it best to bring
him to you first.’
Mr. Gilfil could not help going up to the old coachman and wringing his
hand; but he was unable to speak, and only motioned to him to take a
chair, while Warren left the room. He hung upon Daniel’s moon-face, and
listened to his small piping voice, with the same solemn yearning
expectation with which he would have given ear to the most awful
messenger from the land of shades.
‘It war Dorkis, sir, would hev me come; but we knowed nothin’ o’ what’s
happened at the Manor. She’s frightened out on her wits about Miss Sarti,
an’ she would hev me saddle Blackbird this mornin’, an’ leave the
ploughin’, to come an’ let Sir Christifer an’ my lady know. P’raps you’ve
heared, sir, we don’t keep the Cross Keys at Sloppeter now; a uncle o’
mine died three ’ear ago, an’ left me a leggicy. He was bailiff to Squire
Ramble, as hed them there big farms on his hans; an’ so we took a little
farm o’ forty acres or thereabouts, becos Dorkis didn’t like the public
when she got moithered wi’ children. As pritty a place as iver you see,
sir, wi’ water at the back convenent for the cattle.’
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