Clergy -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Good morning, Mamsey! why, you’re looking as fresh as a daisy this
morning. You’re getting young again’, said Mr. Dempster, looking up from
his newspaper when the little old lady entered. A very little old lady
she was, with a pale, scarcely wrinkled face, hair of that peculiar white
which tells that the locks have once been blond, a natty pure white cap
on her head, and a white shawl pinned over her shoulders. You saw at a
glance that she had been a mignonne blonde, strangely unlike her tall,
ugly, dingy-complexioned son; unlike her daughter-in-law, too, whose
large-featured brunette beauty seemed always thrown into higher relief by
the white presence of little Mamsey. The unlikeness between Janet and her
mother-in-law went deeper than outline and complexion, and indeed there
was little sympathy between them, for old Mrs. Dempster had not yet
learned to believe that her son, Robert, would have gone wrong if he had
married the right woman--a meek woman like herself, who would have borne
him children, and been a deft, orderly housekeeper. In spite of Janet’s
tenderness and attention to her, she had had little love for her
daughter-in-law from the first, and had witnessed the sad growth of
home-misery through long years, always with a disposition to lay the
blame on the wife rather than on the husband, and to reproach Mrs. Raynor
for encouraging her daughter’s faults by a too exclusive sympathy. But
old Mrs. Dempster had that rare gift of silence and passivity which often
supplies the absence of mental strength; and, whatever were her thoughts,
she said no word to aggravate the domestic discord. Patient and mute she
sat at her knitting through many a scene of quarrel and anguish;
resolutely she appeared unconscious of the sounds that reached her ears,
and the facts she divined after she had retired to her bed; mutely she
witnessed poor Janet’s faults, only registering them as a balance of
excuse on the side of her son. The hard, astute, domineering attorney was
still that little old woman’s pet, as he had been when she watched with
triumphant pride his first tumbling effort to march alone across the
nursery floor. ‘See what a good son he is to me!’ she often thought.
‘Never gave me a harsh word. And so he might have been a good husband.’
O it is piteous--that sorrow of aged women! In early youth, perhaps, they
said to themselves, ‘I shall be happy when I have a husband to love me
best of all’; then, when the husband was too careless, ‘My child will
comfort me’; then, through the mother’s watching and toil, ‘My child will
repay me all when it grows up.’ And at last, after the long journey of
years has been wearily travelled through, the mother’s heart is weighed
down by a heavier burthen, and no hope remains but the grave.
But this morning old Mrs. Dempster sat down in her easy-chair without any
painful, suppressed remembrance of the preceding night.
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