Clergy -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
These were the thoughts passing through Janet’s mind as she hovered about
her husband’s bed, and these were the hopes she poured out to Mr. Tryan
when he called to see her. It was so evident that they were strengthening
her in her new struggle--they shed such a glow of calm enthusiasm over
her face as she spoke of them, that Mr. Tryan could not bear to throw on
them the chill of premonitory doubts, though a previous conversation he
had had with Mr. Pilgrim had convinced him that there was not the
faintest probability of Dempster’s recovery. Poor Janet did not know the
significance of the changing symptoms, and when, after the lapse of a
week, the delirium began to lose some of its violence, and to be
interrupted by longer and longer intervals of stupor, she tried to think
that these might be steps on the way to recovery, and she shrank from
questioning Mr. Pilgrim lest he should confirm the fears that began to
get predominance in her mind. But before many days were past, he thought
it right not to allow her to blind herself any longer. One day--it was
just about noon, when bad news always seems most sickening--he led her
from her husband’s chamber into the opposite drawing-room, where Mrs.
Raynor was sitting, and said to her, in that low tone of sympathetic
feeling which sometimes gave a sudden air of gentleness to this rough
man--‘My dear Mrs. Dempster, it is right in these cases, you know, to be
prepared for the worst. I think I shall be saving you pain by preventing
you from entertaining any false hopes, and Mr. Dempster’s state is now
such that I fear we must consider recovery impossible. The affection of
the brain might not have been hopeless, but, you see, there is a terrible
complication; and, I am grieved to say, the broken limb is mortifying.’
Janet listened with a sinking heart. That future of love and forgiveness
would never come then: he was going out of her sight for ever, where her
pity could never reach him. She turned cold, and trembled.
‘But do you think he will die,’ she said, ‘without ever coming to
himself? without ever knowing me?’
‘One cannot say that with certainty. It is not impossible that the
cerebral oppression may subside, and that he may become conscious. If
there is anything you would wish to be said or done in that case, it
would be well to be prepared. I should think,’ Mr. Pilgrim continued,
turning to Mrs. Raynor, ‘Mr. Dempster’s affairs are likely to be in
order--his will is ...’
‘O, I wouldn’t have him troubled about those things,’ interrupted Janet,
‘he has no relations but quite distant ones--no one but me. I wouldn’t
take up the time with that. I only want to ...’
She was unable to finish; she felt her sobs rising, and left the room. ‘O
God!’ she said, inwardly, ‘is not Thy love greater than mine? Have mercy
on him! have mercy on him!’
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