India -- Description and travel; Missionaries -- India -- Biography; Missions -- India; Swartz, Christian Frederick, 1726-1798
In the midst of all these labours, these incessant conferences and
preaching, his own soul was being nourished and kept by divine grace.
Few men have left behind them such undoubted evidence of their work,
instances abundantly testifying to the zeal and capacity of the worker,
his singular winsome attraction by which men were drawn to him and the
success which so often followed his ministrations. He never spared
himself; like his Master he often had not so much as leisure even
to eat. But what were his own personal experiences during all this
activity? We know that with any real and serious worker for God, the
height of his success is the measure of the depth of his own sense of
unworthiness. The man who like the Apostles stood without fear before
the face of a King, was in his own soul humble and adoring at the feet
of his Lord and Master.
Here is a picture of an ideal missionary’s day. It is the steady,
persistent, loved and reverent talk of one whose very life is the
service of his God. What fresh interest there is in these simple
records of his journal and how little he thought that thousands would
find, in the years he would never see, inspiration and help by their
perusal!
[Illustration: ST. MARY’S CHURCH, FORT ST. GEORGE]
“October 22nd. I went out early to the river. Near the river was a
pagoda, where grew a beautiful and shady tree. I seated myself beneath
it and asked the heathens who came near, what the pagoda was for and to
whose glory it was erected? Who the idol was, what he had accomplished,
and what his wife was called. When they had quietly replied to all,
I said to them: ‘All you have now said relative to the idol, clearly
shows that he was a poor, dying and withal very vicious man, and
therefore you grievously sin against yourselves in appropriating the
glory which pertains to the true God to a sinful creature. After this
the supremacy of God, as well as the deep corruption of men, the
unutterable love of God in sending a Saviour, and the way to obtain a
participation of this wonderful grace of God, were pointed out. One of
them said: ‘It is our fate to be heathens and therefore a favourable
reason must come before we can get free from it.’ ‘Can you call that
fate,’ I said, ‘which you yourselves acknowledge to be evil and yet
persist therein, against better knowledge and against conscience?
Will God, to whom you and I must render an account, accept that as a
suitable reason or excuse? Will you not bewail it for ever that you
waste the period of grace? It is the fear of men which holds you all
in bondage.’ To the last assertion they assented. In the afternoon I
had a conference with many people adjoining the fort. They all listened
attentively. An animated young heathen said, ‘Show me God so that I
may behold Him and I will be your disciple.’ I said: ‘You talk like a
sick person who desires health without a physician. There is a way,
true and revealed by God Himself, by which man arrives at a vision
of God.
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