But there was no regret in his heart on this lovely spring morning.
The song of the lark mounting to a southern cloud, the sense of
budding things in hedge and tree, the sharp air, and the exuberance
of his friend, Bobbie Vernley, all augured well for the adventure.
"You have given me a great time, Bobbie," he said, looking on the
good-natured face of his friend. "Don't forget to tell Marsh to
write, and let me have all the news. I will write as soon as I get
my rooms."
There was a slamming of doors, the screech of the engine whistle, a
final handshake, a look in Vernley's eyes that told him much, and
they were parted again.
John sat back in the seat and watched the familiar station glide
away. Somehow this place always marked the beginning and end of
things. When next he came how would he stand--a success or a
failure? He had weighed anchor and was putting to sea. He had
youth, one hundred and twenty pounds, and determination.
Opening a note book, he glanced through a list of addresses which
gave him a little comfort. He knew a few persons in London. There
was Mr. Steer, and a renewal of his acquaintance warmed him with
joyous expectation. There was Mrs. Graham, to whom he was
confidential, and who, looking in upon his dreams knew to what starry
pinnacles he aspired. Muriel had insisted on an early call on Mr.
Ribble, but John felt doubtful. A busy politician would find
courtesy and kindliness heavily taxed if every stray youth seeing
London rang his door bell. But he made one promise to call formally.
There was a hope of companionship in the presence in town of Lindon,
who had just left Balliol to study at the Royal Academy of Music, but
a certain shyness still hung over his relations with that brilliant
person. There was something he never quite understood, a reservation
in manner, if not in speech, which told John theirs could never be an
equal friendship. Somehow he always felt the debtor to Lindon,
perhaps owing to his manner. Despite his cordiality, his obvious
liking of John's company, the latter always felt diffident; perhaps
now he would learn to know Lindon better, relieved of the halo of a
schoolboy's worship.
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