John met Merivale at the Phyllis Court Club, where he had been
staying for Henley Regatta. Marsh was rowing for his college,
Vernley and his people were also at the club. Merivale was known to
Mr. Vernley, who delighted in pairing him with Marsh, now a brilliant
extempore antagonist. Those had been great days at Henley. Marsh
was radiant. Never had John seen him more audacious, more
triumphant. Merivale, disconcerted, admired, and, being an astute
tactician, adopted Marsh as his pupil. Their dinner table was the
noisiest, their little set the most conspicuous. They all registered
a vow to spend August together on the East Coast.
These were days of supreme happiness. Evenings in Mrs. Graham's
charmed circle, the intellectual stimulus of a supper gathering at
Mr. Ribble's house, the glimpse of home, obtained at Steer's, where
the nursery woke to riotous mirth with the advent of "Uncle John"--or
those marvellously perfect dinner parties at Slade's house in Braham
Gardens, with guests as carefully chosen as the menu; the air of
self-possession and quiet mannered ease, the atmosphere in short
which is the inseparable adjunct of the Wykehamist the world
over--or, turbulent and youthful, the late dance-parties in Tilly's
studio--with Tilly, deep in love this time with the attractive young
pianist whom John had brought along one evening--yes, it was a
splendid life, with every hour booked ahead, and heights of glory for
youth to scale.
But, in all these things the most ardent, John turned aside at
moments and his thoughts were far away. If Muriel were here among
his friends, to share this wine of youth! At night-time, often in
the stillness of the long stone streets, so solemn at mid-night, as
he walked home, he would wonder just how she lay pillowed in her bed
in a room he knew not in the Convent of the Sacred Heart. A
momentary glimpse held him in the spell of recollection--the way her
little hand tucked away a rebellious curl behind the ear, even the
way she had of nibbling at a concert programme! And to see her run
up a flight of steps--up the terrace at "The Croft," and then turn at
the top, breathless and flushed, her eyes shining! Why was she
exiled from him? It was cruel to waste the ardour of their youth in
this senseless fashion.
On his last visit to the Vernleys, he could no longer keep silent
upon his dream. Quickly, bluntly almost, he poured out his whole
heart before Mr. Vernley, who listened to him with a kindly
tolerance. It might end everything; he would have to leave the
house, of course, but this dual existence was intolerable. To his
surprise Mr. Vernley just placed his hand on his shoulder, and said
very kindly--
"You must be patient, my boy--you are but boy and girl yet.
Twenty-one--and so much before you yet. Just wait, John, and then
we'll talk seriously."
"But I'm very serious, sir."
Mr. Vernley smiled in his kindly fashion.
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