With quiet, and Mrs. Vernley's assiduous attention, John quickly
recovered. She had aged much since the death of her eldest boy, and
sorrow had rendered her more gentle and self-effacing than ever.
These were lonely days for her, with Mr. Vernley away as a Director
in one of the Ministries, her daughters all on war work. They had
long talks at tea time, when John read the pages he had gathered
together of a book of despatches. He was a famous man now, and he
rather enjoyed the experience. There was nothing elating in being
famous, just because every one was glad to shake you by the hand or
because your name was a password whenever and wherever it was
uttered; it was indeed wearisome to be pestered with petitions for
your support of all kinds of fantastic charities, to be expected to
speak here, there and everywhere, or to be an afternoon's attraction
at an ambitious lady's drawing-room party. What he enjoyed was the
freemasonry in which he could now move among the men and women of the
earth who did things, and were great, simply because their natures
were rich in character and prodigal with varying gifts.
After his sojourn at "The Croft," he spent a fortnight in town
looking up old friends. It was a London strangely, terribly changed.
It was, in one phase, a London more interesting. Down its pavements
in great variety of uniforms, passed the young men of all the earth;
youth from the plains, the jungle, the prairie, the veldt, the
backwoods and the ranch, youth in splendid careless vigour, snatching
hectically at joy, not turning to see the shadowy spectre over their
shoulders. It was strange to stand in Piccadilly Circus, dimly lit,
and watch the theatres pour out their festive crowds, to sit in the
busy restaurants, to see mankind, strained, feverish, but debonair,
trying to laugh in the face of ruin and death. It was a London of
extremes; the wounded silently borne from Charing Cross, the
beautiful living swept out in the deadly maelstrom at Victoria
Station; the painted women gaily surrendering to the rabid hunger of
youth in arms, full-blooded and reckless; the air of intense
expectation of fresh development, the swift rise and fall of national
heroes, the craving for a strong man to lead the nation to victory;
the silent evidence of the wreckage in those endless hospitals, the
fierce old women full of hate, and the beardless boys drilled and
transported like sheep under the charge of hard-voiced blasphemous
sergeants,--all these things revealed a nation at war, a nation
unnatural in its hopes, fears, suspicions, enthusiasms, yet
heroically treading the inevitable path through chaos to some kind of
ending, either of victory or defeat.
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