"Let's talk, Scissors, till it's time. We've such a lot to say and
you never know, we may--"
"Oh, rubbish, Teddie."
So they talked, and the old days with their golden careless hours all
came back again. Remorselessly the clock crept on. At three, Marsh
said he would have to go. He had his kit to get at the luggage
office. John went with him. They walked along the silent unlit
streets. At Victoria there were signs of life. Figures in khaki
loomed out of the darkness; for a moment they halted, the sound of
marching feet came down the Buckingham Palace Road. Ghostly they
sounded in the night hush; a little group under the flare of the
coffee stall watched them pass a thousand strong, burdened with kit,
obscurely leaving the homeland many would never see again. Marsh and
John watched them pass, grim faces, pallid in the dim light, a few
whistling out of bravado, but apathetically silent, most of them.
They followed the detachment into the lighted station, passed the
barrier at the departure bay. Marsh found a carriage full of other
officers, some half-sleepy after long night journeys, two saying
farewells to their lovers, one very drunk, alternately blasphemous
and maudlin, kept in control by a friend. The doors slammed, a
shrill whistle cut off the useless scrappy conversation.
Their hands met in a firm farewell clasp. They could not trust
themselves to speak. The train moved. Marsh with a final forced
smile looked at Scissors, equally mechanical in response. A yard now
apart--two yards--the train diminished, the carriage faded--then two
red lights receded in the girdered darkness; after that a mist and
the heart's desolation.
III
The next morning, the _Daily Post_ rang up, asking him to call at
once, and the same voice told him that news had just come of the
death of Ronald Stream. It was difficult for John to realise that
the death of one so exuberantly young was possible. He had a vision
of a night in a room at Cambridge when he had talked there, so
radiant and intensely interested in anything, and so much the young
god in his beauty and zest, that John had felt shy of approaching
him. And now he was dead, in the far away Dardanelles. Fame too had
touched him by his legacy of a few immortal sonnets, in which beat
the heart of young England. Death seemed impossible to that
pard-like spirit, swift and beautiful. For a space, John thought of
his friend Freddie Pond. He had encountered him only two nights ago
as he leaned against the box office in the vestibule of the Court
Theatre, during an interval. John thought he had aged and looked sad
and tired, perhaps the act of watching the swift passing of so many
of the brilliant spirits he had herded, was wearing him. In some
respects, waiting at home was worse than the struggle at the front.
He saw Merritt at the _Daily Post_, busy and tireless as ever.
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