"Well--go back to France. I'll speak to Walsh."
"No--that's too near--right away, if I go anywhere."
Merritt looked at him, but said nothing. John rose.
"Come in to-morrow--Walsh may want to see you."
"Right--and I want to see him. Merritt, I've decided to throw it all
up--this correspondent work--I'm going to join up."
If Merritt felt like falling, he did not show it. He was sure now
that the strain had affected the boy's reason.
"Oh--well, you'll be a quitter if you do."
"How?"
"With a pen like yours, you've a duty to perform. Haven't you
thought of all the people who read newspapers for a gleam of comfort?
You've a sympathetic note in your work--and many a worried mother's
had a little more hope to hold out with, after she's finished your
column."
It was the first time Merritt had praised him.
"If you want to go--you'll go, of course, and we can't stop you--but
you fall in my estimation. If it's England you want to got out
of--well, we want a man in Mesopotamia."
Mesopotamia, the East! Again and again John's thoughts had travelled
eastwards. In the last few weeks a deep longing for the skies of his
boyhood had possessed him; he wanted to throw off all the Western
civilisation now curbing and fretting him.
"If you'll send me there," he replied quietly, "I'll carry on--but I
want to get right away."
Merritt had won his point. John promised to return and see Walsh in
the afternoon.
The subsequent interview was short and satisfactory. He was to sail
from Plymouth in a fortnight, his ultimate destination being Basra.
"It's strange, Dean, but I didn't care to propose this when I first
thought of it some time ago," said Walsh, as he bade him good-bye.
"I thought you'd dislike being so far from your home-base."
Downstairs again, John, with the words "home-base" echoing in his
ears, laughed to himself. What home-base had he here in England,
with friends dying in every trench and the world tumbling in ruin
about his ears? The East--that was, after all, his true home-base.
He should never have left it. To this hour it called him; its
witchery was in his blood; almost he could smell the distinctive
odour, hear the jingle of camel bells as the caravans wound out along
the old highways.
And then a pang of regret smote him. He had friends here, good
friends. Ever since that terrible night when his whole future had
collapsed like a pack of cards, Vernley had been assiduous in his
attention. They had passed the ensuing days together, doing nothing
in particular, strolling here, eating there, talking of everything
but the one thing that obsessed them both. Once only had they faced
reality.
"I can't think why she did it, Scissors, I can't really. She must
have been deranged with all she'd seen, and her pity overcame
her--women are at the mercy of moods. I've not spoken to her yet
about it--I daren't trust myself at present, but when I do, I--"
John put a detaining hand on his arm.
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