English fiction -- Scottish authors; Scottish fiction; Short stories, English -- Scottish authors; Short stories, Scottish
Then Jean resolved to ascertain for herself, beyond the possibility of
doubt, whether Bob Meffin were a traitor or a true man. It was not a
subject to ask questions about, nor was she the woman to lay bare her
heart to the public gaze. But this coming sabbath was Jean’s sabbath
out, and she could, without saying a word to anybody else, get her
unsuspecting mistress to grant her leave to spend the day in walking
across the moor and attending public worship at Logan Kirk instead of
waiting on the ministrations of her master at Dalroy.
Jean shed no tear nor did she sob and sigh audibly as she walked along
to meet her destiny. But she was utterly unobservant of the nature she
loved in the scene around her, either in its broad outlines or in its
minute details. She had no attention to spare to-day for the spreading
heathery moor, as fresh and free almost as the blue sky above it, on
a sunny morning like this, when what had been the summer’s glistening
dew-drops were just beginning to fall heavily and hoarily in the first
suspicion of frost.
Jean had no notice to give to the sweet pungent smell of the heather,
to the varying hues of the purple milkwort, the yellow rock rose, the
nodding white-flowered grass of Parnassus which diversified the red
ling. She did not listen to the hum of the big bee--a splendid fellow
in black and gold, who was continually crossing her path and sounding
his drone in her ear, or to the twitter of the brown and grey linnet
which brushed her very skirts as he rose from the broom, or to the crow
of the moor cock and to the cry of the plover. Yet all these noises
were made doubly distinct by the sabbath stillness which rendered
itself felt even on the moor when no sportsmen were shooting there, no
quarry men or bands of late shearers taking near cuts to their quarries
and fields.
Now and then Jean roused herself from her painful abstraction,
and tried to control her racked heart and brain, by what she had
always known as the potent spell of duty. It was the sabbath day,
and therefore she was not her own mistress; though it was her ‘day
out,’ she ought not, as a Christian woman, to be engrossed with her
own worldly concerns, however imperative. She should try at least
to engage in some mental exercise befitting the day--since, as Jean
held, its divine obligation was not affected by her human distress.
She made a great effort and prepared to repeat aloud, as she walked,
one of the psalms with which her memory was stored, using it as the
early Christians raised the symbol of the cross for a charm against
distracting worldly thoughts.
She began mechanically to say the first psalm, the earliest learnt by
Scotch children, one of the most familiar throughout life. But
All people that on earth do dwell,
Sing to the Lord with cheerful voice,
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