"Why shouldn't you do so, if it pleases you? Women must aye be
meddling with pins and barbs. If they be not pricking velvets or
home-spun, they must be thrusting sharp points into those that love
them best. Why shouldst thou differ from others of thy sex?"
The young man's voice was bitter; the barbs still rankled. They had
been long in the wounds they had made, and there was fiery
inflammation. How often had he told the maid that she was like none
other of her sex; that she was peerless--stood alone! The memory of
former passionate declarations flashed across the minds of them both,
and both sighed down into silence.
"Wilt thou not forgive me?"
"Why didst thou flout me, Dolly?"
"Just a maid's foolish temper. Think how full of whimsies we women be.
Men be not so; they have strength denied to us, the weaker vessel."
(Johnnie's face was visibly softening. Dolly sighed with renewed hope,
and went on.) "I was hurt because thou didst plan and resolve to go to
the Indies without ever a word to me. I was not thought on. The Queen
moves a finger, and straightway thou art fashioning wings to take thee
to the ends of the earth. 'Twas thy duty so to do, but why treat me as
a chit or child of no account? Thy head was ever bobbing against that
of Master Jeffreys, or pouring plans into the one ear of Paignton Rob.
'Mum' was the word if ye did but catch the rustle of my gown. Thou
hadst vowed to share thy life with me; yet there did ye sit, like
conspirators, planning momentous issues in life, with never a chance
for me to utter 'Yea' or 'Nay.' Was that just?"
"I told thee of my resolve as soon as I had made it firm."
"That was a day too late for my pride. The Dawes have some pride, Jack
Morgan."
"They have reason for it, Mistress Dawe."
"Their friends should respect it."
"I was hoping to increase it. Why, thinkest thou, did I resolve to
risk life and limb in the Indies, unless to gather wealth, that I might
lay it at thy feet?"
"Nay; thou wert bitten by the flea of adventure, and must needs rush
about the world to deaden the itching. Suppose that I had rather have
thee remain at home, being but a plain maid, who would find contentment
as a farmer's wife?"
The idea had not occurred to Johnnie, and he gasped in astonishment.
Dolly saw his confusion, and wisely did not press her point. On the
contrary, woman-like, she dropped the whole thread of the argument, and
simply exclaimed a little plaintively,--
"I am sore wearied!"
"Wearied!" cried Johnnie, facing round. "Wearied of what?"
"I have walked from Newnham, and 'tis a trying journey with the wind
buffeting one so rudely."
"I thought thou hadst ridden with thy father."
"I walked alone; I wanted to see thee alone. Why should we part ill
friends, that have loved one another?"
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