Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Politicians -- Fiction
There she rested for minutes. The lights were left for Wellgood to find
his way by when he went to bed; Fellowes would not come to put them out.
And there the truth came to her. She could not play that deep-laid game.
She could no more try for Harry, and yet keep Wellgood in reserve. It
was too hard, too hideous, too unnatural. She dared not try any more for
Harry; she had lost confidence in herself. She could not keep
Wellgood--it was too odious. Then what to do? To tell Wellgood, too,
that from to-morrow there was only Miss Vintry? Yes! And to try to tell
Harry so again to-morrow? Yes!
She had sought to make puppets and to pull the strings. Vivien,
Wellgood, Harry--all the puppets of her cool, clever, contriving brain.
It had been a fine scheme, bound to end well for her. Now she was
revealed as a puppet herself; she danced to the string. The great scheme
broke down--because Harry had looked tired and worried, because
Wellgood's rough fondness had grown so odious.
"I won't go to him to-night. He can't follow me if I go straight
upstairs." The thought came as an inspiration; at least it offered a
reprieve till to-morrow.
The study door opened, and Wellgood looked out. Isobel was behind her
time; he was waiting for his secret ten minutes, his stolen interview.
"Isobel! What the deuce are you doing there? Why didn't you come in?"
The part she had been trying to play, and had backed herself to play,
seemed to have become this evening, of a sudden on this evening, more
than hopeless. It had turned ridiculous; it must have been caught from
some melodrama. She had been playing the scheming dazzling villain of a
woman, heartless, with never a feeling, intent only on the title, or the
money, or the diamonds, or whatever it might be, single in purpose,
desperate in action, glitteringly hard, glitteringly fearless. What
nonsense! How away from human nature! She was now terribly afraid.
Playing that part, which seemed now so ridiculous because it assumed
that there was no real woman in her, she had brought herself into a
perilous pass--between one man's love and another man's wrath. She knew
which she feared the more; but she feared both. Somehow her confession
to Harry had taken all the courage out of her. She felt as if she could
not stand any more by herself. She wanted Harry.
She could not tell Wellgood that henceforth there was to be only his
daughter's companion, only Miss Vintry; she could not tell him that
to-night. Neither could she play the old part to-night--suffer his
fondness, and defend herself with the shining weapons of her wit and her
provocative parries.
"I--I think I turned faint. I was coming in, but I turned faint. My
heart, I think."
"I never heard of anything being the matter with your heart." His voice
sounded impatient rather than solicitous.
"Please let me go straight to bed to-night. I'm really not well."
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