Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Politicians -- Fiction
Yet between Vivien and Andy Hayes silence about the past could be no
more than silence--merely a refraining from words, no real
forgetfulness, no true putting aside. For with that past would go their
old relationship to one another; its roots had grown from that soil, and
it flourished still by the strength of it. At the start their common
memories could envisage no picture without Isobel's face finding a place
on the canvas; later, Harry was inevitably the central figure of the
composition. If Andy had pitied and sought to comfort, if Vivien had
given confidence and accepted sympathy, it had always, in some sort or
another, been in regard to one of these two figures--in the later days,
to both of them. Still they met, as it were, encumbered by these
memories, she to him Isobel's pupil, Harry's lover, he to her Harry's
follower, even though her own partisan against Isobel. It was hard to
get their relations on to an independent footing; to be interested in
one another for one another's sake, without that outside reference,
which had now become mere matter of memory--and best not remembered; to
find in one another and not elsewhere the motive of their intercourse
and the source of a new friendship. The old kindliness must be
transplanted to a fresh soil if it were to blossom into a life
self-sufficient and underived.
The line of thought was hers rather than his, at least more explicit and
realized for her than for him. When he thought of Harry--or of Isobel
and Harry--it was with intent to avoid giving pain by an incautious
reference; her mind demanded a direct assertion that the pair of them
were done with, and that she and he met on the ground of a new and
strictly mutual interest.
She had no thought, no dream, of more than friendship. The past was too
recent, her heart still too sore. Yet the sore heart instinctively seeks
balm; the wounded flower of pride will raise its head in grateful answer
to a gleam of sunshine or a drop of rain. Andy's shy surety that she
would rejoice in his luck, because aforetime he had grieved for her
tribulation, struck home to a heart hungry for comradeship.
Thus by her pride, and by her will answering the call of her pride, she
was different. She no longer merely suffered, was no longer passive to,
kindness or cruelty. He knew the change as soon as she came to him, in
that very room which had witnessed the first stolen kiss, and, holding
her hand out to him, cried, "Mr. Andy, you've not refused? There's no
welcome for you in this house if you've refused. Father and I are quite
agreed about it!"
Andy pressed her hand--Harry would have kissed it. "You know? I couldn't
refuse their kindness. If I had, yours would have made me sorry."
"It's good of you to spare time to come and tell us."
Andy's answer had the compelling power of unconscious sincerity. "That
seemed about the first thing to do," he said, with a simple
unembarrassed laugh.
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