Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Politicians -- Fiction
"I wish she wasn't there," he said to himself as he walked down, alone,
to the gate at a punctual ten o'clock. Somehow his delight in his love
for Vivien, and in hers for him, was being marred. Ever so little, ever
so faintly, yet still a little, his romance was turning to duty. A
delightful duty, of course, one in which his whole heart was engaged,
but still no longer just the one thing--the spontaneous voluntary
thing--which filled his life. It had now an opposite. Besides all else
that it was, it had also--even now, even before that marriage so slow in
coming--taken on the aspect of the right thing. In the remote corners of
his mind--banished to those--hovered the shadowy image of its opposite.
Quite impossible that the image should put on bones and flesh--should
take life! Yes, Harry was sure of that. But even its phantom presence
was disturbing.
"I thought I'd got rid of all that!" Some such protest, yet even vaguer
and less formulated, stirred in his thoughts. He conceived that he had
become superior to temptation. Had he? For he was objecting to being
tempted. Who tempted him? Did she--or only he himself, the man he was?
The question hung doubtful, and thereby pressed him the closer. He
flattered himself that he knew women. What else had he to show for a
good deal of time--to say nothing of wear and tear of the emotions? Here
was a woman whose meaning, whose feeling towards himself, he did not
know.
Andy Hayes was free the next afternoon--his half-holiday. Harry picked
him up at his lodgings and carried him with him to Nutley. Harry was
glad to have him, glad to hear all about Gilbert Foot and Co., even more
glad to see his own position through Andy's eyes. Andy's vision was
always so normal, so sane, so simple; his assumptions were always so
right. A man really had only to live up to Andy's assumptions to be
perfectly right. He assumed that a man was honest, straight,
single-minded--unreservedly and exclusively in love with the girl he was
going to marry. Why, of course a man was! Or why marry her? Even
foolishly in love with her? Rather spoonily, as some might think? Andy,
perhaps, went so far as to assume that. Well, it was a most healthy
assumption--eminently right on the practical side; primitive perhaps,
but tremendously right.
"I'll take Miss Vintry off your hands. Don't be afraid about that!"
laughed Andy.
"I don't know that you'll be allowed to. You're no end of a favourite of
Vivien's. She often talks about you. In fact I think I'm a bit jealous,
Andy!"
Andy's presence seemed to restore his balance, which had seemed
shaken--even if very slightly. He found himself again dwelling on the
charms of Vivien, recalling her pretty ways and the shy touches of
humour that sometimes ornamented her timidity.
"I asked her the other day--I was playing the fool, you know--what she
would do if I forsook her. What do think she said?"
Andy was prepared for anything brilliant, but, naturally, unable to
suggest it.
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