Secret BreadJesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
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Secret Bread
Jesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction
A week later Boase said Evensong, as far as he was aware, to the usual
emptiness, but when he went down the church afterwards to lock it up he
saw a kneeling figure crouching in a dim corner. He went closer and saw
that it was Judith--there was no mistaking that slim, graceful back and
the heavy knot of dark hair. Her shoulders were very still and she was
making no sound, so it was a shock to Boase when, on his touching her,
she glanced round and he saw her eyelids were red and swollen in the
haggard pallor of her face. She stared at him dully for a minute.
"What is it, my child?" asked Boase.
"I can't tell you," said Judith dully. "You wouldn't understand and
you'd be shocked."
Boase smiled as he sat down in the pew just in front of her. She leant
back against her seat and looked pitifully at his kind deeply-lined old
face.
"Besides, I'm not sorry!" she went on; "at least, not the sorry that
means to give it up, only the sorry that wishes I had never started...."
"Tell me about him, my child!" said Boase. And Judy did. It was the
first time she had ever spoken of him--what he was to her and what her
life had been--to anyone. She made no wail beyond once saying, "I did
not know it was possible that a person could make one suffer so...."
Gradually Boase drew what little story there was to tell from her, but
more than she told him he gathered for himself, from his watching of
her and his knowledge of Killigrew. He was an old man now and a wise
one. The priest in him yearned over her to wean her from her sin, but
the patient wisdom in him told him that not that way had she yet come.
He talked quietly to her, soothing her by his calmness, his lack of
reproaches or adjurations, and presently she was sitting forward in the
pew in the gathering dusk talking more normally.
"There are some sheep who are not only not of this fold," he said at
last, "but who seem as though they never could be on this side of the
grave. Joe has the odd quality of never having felt spiritual want, and
probably he never will."
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