Secret Service Under PittFitz-Patrick, William J. (William John)
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Secret Service Under Pitt
Fitz-Patrick, William J. (William John)
Ireland -- History -- 1760-1820; Pitt, William, 1759-1806; Secret service -- Ireland
John, the younger brother, wrote two letters to his sister, from which
it is clear that--constituted as the jury panel was at that day--he had
no hope of acquittal. The matter omitted deals with sundry small debts
which he desired should be paid:--
Kilmainham Prison: July 10, 1798.
The troublesome scene of life, my dear Julia, is nearly closed,
and the hand that now traces these lines will in a day or two be
no longer capable of communicating to a beloved and affectionate
family the sentiments of his heart. A painful task yet awaits me.
I do not allude to my trial, or my execution. These--were it not
for the consciousness I feel of the misery you all will suffer on
my account--would be trivial in comparison with the pain I endure
in addressing you for the last time. You, Julia, who have been
kind to me beyond example; your solicitudes for my welfare have
been unremitting, nor did they leave you a moment's happiness. As
a wayward fate seems from the earliest moment of my life to have
presided over my days, I will not now recapitulate the instances of
a perverse destiny that seems to mark me out as the instrument of
destruction to all I love. Robert--Richard--and Christopher, dear,
valued brothers! If it be true that the mind survives the body,
I shall shortly join you, and learn for what wise purpose Heaven
thought fit to select me as your destroyer! My mother too--Oh!
God! my tender revered mother, I see her torn looks--her broken
heart--her corpse! What have I done to deserve this misery? I must
forbear these thoughts as much as possible, or I must forbear to
write.
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