The power of intense loving was perhaps her greatest and most perfect
force. It was not of the type that can be portioned out into a series of
petty passions. Since Morris died to her, she had met with none other
who held the secret by which to possess himself of that unlimited fund
of devotion lying dormant and neglected. Some of her best and most
desirable years had melted away devoid of all emotional interests, and
simply to feel herself loved--to have her long-unneeded capacity for
loving called again into active use--was all-sufficient to create the
most perfect happiness.
Her whole nature reawoke, rejoiced and sang, not merely because her love
was returned--though from that certainty sprang triumph and the sweet
exaltation ever attendant upon this greatest of all possible
successes--but because she herself once more gave her love lavishly. For
the present this was all-sufficient. She rarely thought of what must be
its result--what ultimate end could be attained. Blinded by the light of
the never-setting brilliance that now lit her path, she could see
clearly only what was close at hand, and that was indeed fair. She would
not look backwards over that long stretch of desert-land to where lay
that dark and fearful forest, with its hidden morasses, evil haunts and
poisoned plants through which, led by the hand of Sekhet in cruel mood,
her track had passed long since. Against her better judgment, against
her will even, Hope unfurled his wings again within her breast. Why
endeavour to look forward into the ever-shrouded and unknowable future?
She lived only for the present, and in that she rejoiced.
CHAPTER XXX
A GREAT RESOLVE
At the end of three months she sat again to Jack Hardy. He wrote an
imploring appeal that she would somehow contrive to spare time for him
just to put her arms and hands into a wondrous allegorical picture he
was painting. She did arrange it, for not only were all Geoff's friends
her special care, but she wanted to behold that dear studio again. She
was also rather curious to see young Frank Pallister, of whom Geoffrey
had spoken as sharing it with Jack during its rightful owner's absence.
She found him to be a rosy, fair-haired, somewhat smartly-clad youth,
looking even younger than his twenty careless years. His work was
distinctly promising, but at present quite elementary--very much that of
an Art-student. Still, he was but a boy, and, being fairly well-to-do,
would probably not have fretted over his still sadly low standard of
execution had he not been goaded onwards by a gadfly of another type
from that by which Jack was so constantly harried.
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