"But even if I had not been able to win your heart, I should still have
loved you always and ever, and held myself your knight, ready to obey
your slightest or your most difficult command, my queen," he avowed with
boyish enthusiasm. "I feel that it was preordained that I should love
you, and I should have readily fulfilled my fate, even if you had never
been able to care for me in return."
She sighed and shook her head.
"Ah, Geoffrey, do you love me indeed? Almost I doubt it."
"You doubt it? Evarne!"
"You can't imagine what I mean? Sit by my side and I'll explain."
Reclining delightfully in Geoff's arms, her slender arched feet curled
up on the couch, she expounded her startling statement.
"When you say that it would not make any--well, not much--difference in
your feelings towards me if I did not care for you in return, I wonder
if you are not indulging in a state of mind peculiar to poetic
temperaments such as yours, my dearest, and I feel jealous."
"Dear child--jealous of whom?"
"Cannot you guess? Why, of Love itself. I believe you are so happy in
having me to care for, simply because you delight in loving. You are a
worshipper of love in the abstract; you fairly glory in that frame of
mind people call 'being in love.' The possession of the emotion means
more to you than the possession of any particular woman. There are some
terrible people like that. They would rather their mistress died than
that she should destroy the love she had awakened in their hearts."
"Now, fair Diotima, just please name one single individual who ever felt
that way."
"Easily! What about Dante, the patron saint of such sinners? Do you
suppose he could have had any ordinary personal affection for his
precious Beatrice? Why, he only saw her twice, or something of that
sort, and she was respectably married to somebody else, yet she coloured
his whole life, and he seems to have been quite contented. And he is
never without disciples--a few. Oh, I know you--people who are in love
with Love itself."
"Yes? Go on telling me about them."
Interested though he was in her slightest word, Geoffrey, man-like, was
not giving all his mind to Evarne's ideas. He was enthralled by the
contemplation of her sinuous, supple form, her tenderly waving hair and
satin-smooth skin, and the live beams of her glancing eye; he was
glorying in the dulcet music of her voice.
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