But as she looked into her dreamer's altered face and saw its new
expression, saw the grey eyes so strangely gleaming, the slight
occasional twitching of his lips, the distinct though almost
imperceptible veil of moisture that covered his brow, she felt for a
moment strangely degraded--curiously identical with the early Christian
Fathers' estimate of women. A moment's bitter regret of her own
personality cast its shadow. Geoff was too good for her. Ought he not to
love a young, innocent girl--one of those sweet maidens who are to be
found here and there even in this grimy world, with thoughts white as
snow-drifts, and surely invisible halos around their meek downcast
heads--pure spirits that were scarcely conscious of possessing bodies,
and would assuredly never miss them? Ought not one of these to have been
Geoff's bright particular star?
"Are you certain you love me; that you're not deceiving yourself?" she
asked again and again, and each time the only response was a long kiss
that penetrated to her heart's core; a speaking, all-answering gaze; a
closer, almost frantic tightening of the arms in which she reclined.
And her moods changed as a kaleidoscope. Suddenly she laughed aloud in
triumphant satisfaction at herself, all that she was, all that she could
be. Of course Geoff loved her, and he should love her yet more. Placid
snow-maidens--you must be content to shine in heaven; not yours is it to
make men thank God for life!
Now to the man who loved her Evarne appeared the very acme of all
perfection. And indeed, in that hour she verily was all that is most
appealing--most adorable--most exquisite. Her beauty was transcendent,
and her expression remained more noble, more respect-compelling than she
knew. And yet, all the while, her soft brown eyes, whether swimming in
happy, purposeless tears or shining with inward fire, told, with more
convincing eloquence than lies within the power of speech, of the utter
abandonment of the soul they mirrored to the domination of the most
ardent and enthralling affection. She was all tenderness, passion,
charm, fascination. Her powerful magnetism encircled her as an invisible
cloud. Who, amid mortals, coming within the radius of its influence,
could have saved himself from worshipping this fair woman to the very
uttermost limits of his capacity?
The stress of her own emotion was exhausting; a delicious languor, a
placid dreaminess, tinged with melancholy; crept upon her. She felt
incapable of further movement or speech, and allowed her long-fringed
lids to veil her eyes. When she lifted them again it was to behold her
lover's gaze fixed upon her in a fresh access of passionate adoration
that could not be left unanswered. She smiled up at him, a gentle little
smile; it seemed serene and calm, but behind it, like unto a powerful
naked figure veiled in gauze, gleamed love that was resolute,
indomitable, heroic.
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