The old woman had not been as blind to the girl's troubled state as
Evarne supposed. Far from sleeping complacently all night, she had lain
awake long, listening to the gentle footsteps in the house, grieving
over the sorrow that had so evidently descended upon the one who was
dearest to her of all the world. Thus her voice was quite apologetic as
she called out--
"I'm sorry to wake yer, my pet, but I've let yer sleep as long as ever
is possible if you're goin' to be at that studio by nine. It's jist on
eight o'clock already."
"I'll get up at once," Evarne answered, and she went so far towards
carrying out her good intention as to immediately sit up in bed. But as
the memory of the events of the previous day came upon her, she promptly
sank down again with a renewal of despair.
But although lamentation and fear were permissible in the night hours,
with the morning must come a renewal of courage and energy--so she told
herself, at least; and with the determination of acting up to this
resolution, sprang lightly out of bed, and, crossing the room, drew up
the blind.
But either the energy of her uprising after such a night, or the sudden
blaze of morning light, rendered her suddenly dizzy. She shut her eyes
and leant for a moment on the dressing table. When she opened them again
the first thing she saw was her own reflection in the mirror. She
surveyed it with stern disapproval. What a sight she was, with pale
cheeks and those blue circles under the eyes! She looked every whit as
ugly as she felt--dazed and sleepy and silly. Suddenly she made up her
mind to stay at home. There was no real need to call upon her resources
until the evening brought the interview with Morris. She would avoid the
unnecessary effort of concealing her distress and anxiety from Geoff.
She went out on to the landing, and, leaning over the banisters, called
for Philia. The old woman opened the door of the kitchen, from whence
issued the hissing sound of frying.
"Bring me up a cup of tea--nice and strong. I don't want anything to
eat. I'm not going to the studio this morning."
Then returning to her room, she sat down and wrote to Geoff.
"DEAREST OF ALL,
"Will you mind very much if I don't come to-day? I have had such
a restless night, it has made me look so ugly I don't want you
to see me. There's vanity! Really, I do feel quite unwell--not
actually ill, you know, but not up to posing. I feel sure I
should only break more precious vases, so I had better not come,
though it is hard not to see you for a whole day, my Geoff.
"Your lazy
"EVARNE."
As she took the tea from Philia's hands she gave her the note.
"Send this by district messenger. Go at once, there's a dear."
"Won't yer tell me what's the matter, my pet? It's all troublin' me, it
is, straight."
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