"Then know this henceforward, Evarne. You may with perfect confidence
defy not only the world, headed by Winborough, but you may safely defy
even yourself to destroy the love I have for you. You might wound me,
and disappoint me, even forget me, yet while I live I shall love you,
and after death also, if Heaven pleases. What more can I say than that?"
"Well, it's a very pretty sentiment, anyhow," was the lightly-spoken,
almost mocking reply.
"Then truth is not always ugly," he answered quietly enough, but Evarne
could see that he was not unmoved by her jeering tones. Impulsively she
flung her arms around his neck, and drew his face down to hers.
"Geoffrey, I'm years and years--I'm centuries older than you in spirit.
I have suffered so much in previous existences that my soul still
retains its scars. Truth has always appeared to me so sad of
countenance, that when I see it with a smiling face I dread deception.
Yes, indeed. In my mind Truth is invariably so grim, so menacing, so
destructive, that when anything appears in beautiful guise and calls
itself Truth, I instinctively mistrust it."
"Then I suppose I can do nothing but wait, and let time prove my words."
A sudden impulse--a longing--seized Evarne to confess everything--there
on the spot, without any preparation or delay. To take him at his word,
to shatter his ideal, and see if the love he thought so invincible could
really endure. What a triumphant answer to Morris--to meet him with
Geoff by her side--Geoff knowing all, and unchanged by knowledge!
She sought for words with which to commence, but in the moment's
hesitation she chanced to look full into his clear grey eyes. It was no
use. A cold chill seized her, and a feeling almost of physical sickness.
She was ashamed. It was impossible to find language for this task that
her tongue could be brought to utter. She felt her cheeks flush red, and
partly covered her face with her hand.
So much for this half-hearted attempt at confession. And as the impulse
passed, a great thankfulness arose that she had not yielded to its
wiles. That Geoff loved her now was as certain as that he lived, and at
that very moment she could feel his warm breath upon her brow. But he
spoke with untried confidence. Had he not once declared, practically in
so many words, that he would rather see her dead than have aught destroy
his love for her? He had, indeed, made an attempt to contradict himself
a moment later; but she held those words to be the genuine offspring of
truth--representative of his most usual frame of mind. No, her task was
not to anticipate, but to strive to ward off the evil hour of
disillusionment.
"My true lover," she murmured, "I know you are faithful and loyal and
constant, and I believe you would be long-suffering. I trust you, depend
upon you now, and rely upon you for the future without a single doubt or
a moment's hesitation."
"And, dearest, am I to feel the same about you? Will you be always
faithful and constant to me?"
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