California -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Western stories
“You see,” she went on, without looking at him, “just now you like to
remember that you fell in love with me first as a pretty waiter girl,
but if I became your wife it's just what you would like to FORGET. And
I shouldn't, for I should always like to think of the time when you came
here, whenever you could afford it and sometimes when you couldn't, just
to see me; and how we used to make excuses to speak with each other over
the dishes. You don't know what these things mean to a woman who”--she
hesitated a moment, and then added abruptly, “but what does that matter?
You would not care to be reminded of it. So,” she said, rising up with a
grave smile and grasping her hands tightly behind her, “it's a good deal
better that you should begin to forget it now. Be a good boy and take my
advice. Go to San Francisco. You will meet some girl there in a way
you will not afterward regret. You are young, and your riches, to say
nothing,” she added in a faltering voice that was somewhat inconsistent
with the mischievous smile that played upon her lips, “of your kind
and simple heart, will secure that which the world would call unselfish
affection from one more equal to you, but would always believe was only
BOUGHT if it came from me.”
“I suppose you are right,” he said simply.
She glanced quickly at him, and her eyebrows straightened. He had risen,
his face white and his gray eyes widely opened. “I suppose you are
right,” he went on, “because you are saying to me what my partners said
to me this morning, when I offered to share my wealth with them, God
knows as honestly as I offered to share my heart with you. I suppose
that you are both right; that there must be some curse of pride or
selfishness upon the money that I have got; but I have not felt it yet,
and the fault does not lie with me.”
She gave her shoulders a slight shrug, and turned impatiently toward the
window. When she turned back again he was gone. The room around her was
empty; this room, which a moment before had seemed to be pulsating with
his boyish passion, was now empty, and empty of HIM. She bit her lips,
rose, and ran eagerly to the window. She saw his straw hat and brown
curls as he crossed the road. She drew her handkerchief sharply away
from the withered shrub over which she had thrown it, and cast the once
treasured remains in the hearth. Then, possibly because she had it
ready in her hand, she clapped the handkerchief to her eyes, and sinking
sideways upon the chair he had risen from, put her elbows on its back,
and buried her face in her hands.
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