California -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Western stories
The smile on Barker's face increased to a little laugh, in which his
wondering companion could not help joining. “Thank you,” said Barker
suddenly, and rushed away.
“He beats everything!” said the manager, gazing after him. “Damned if he
didn't seem even PLEASED.”
He WAS pleased. The burden of wealth had fallen from his shoulders; the
dreadful incubus that had weighed him down and parted his friends from
him was gone! And he had not got rid of it by spending it foolishly. It
had not ruined anybody yet; it had not altered anybody in HIS eyes.
It was gone; and he was a free and happy man once more. He would go
directly back to his partners; they would laugh at him, of course, but
they could not look at him now with the same sad, commiserating eyes.
Perhaps even Kitty--but here a sudden chill struck him. He had forgotten
the bill of sale! He had forgotten the dreadful promissory note given to
her father in the rash presumption of his wealth! How could it ever be
paid? And more than that, it had been given in a fraud. He had no money
when he gave it, and no prospect of any but what he was to get from
those worthless shares. Would anybody believe him that it was only a
stupid blunder of his own? Yes, his partners might believe him; but,
horrible thought, he had already implicated THEM in his fraud! Even now,
while he was standing there hesitatingly in the road, they were entering
upon the new claim he had NOT PAID FOR--COULD NOT PAY FOR--and in the
guise of a benefactor he was dishonoring them. Yet it was Carter he
must meet first; he must confess all to him. He must go back to the
hotel--that hotel where he had indignantly left her, and tell the father
he was a fraud. It was terrible to think of; perhaps it was part of that
money curse that he could not get rid of, and was now realizing; but
it MUST be done. He was simple, but his very simplicity had that
unhesitating directness of conclusion which is the main factor of what
men call “pluck.”
He turned back to the hotel and entered the office. But Mr. Carter had
not yet returned. What was to be done? He could not wait there; there
was no time to be lost; there was only one other person who knew his
expectations, and to whom he could confide his failure--it was Kitty. It
was to taste the dregs of his humiliation, but it must be done. He ran
up the staircase and knocked timidly at the sitting-room door. There was
a momentary pause, and a weak voice said “Come in.” Barker opened the
door; saw the vision of a handkerchief thrown away, of a pair of tearful
eyes that suddenly changed to stony indifference, and a graceful but
stiffening figure. But he was past all insult now.
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