Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Self-control -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Though she had been in such haste to be gone, she was now the last to
go. In her momentary glance at the sonnet, she had observed that it was
inscribed to her. 'Of what possible consequence,' thought she, 'can it
be to me?' yet she lingered behind to read it. In language half
passionate, half melancholy, it complained of the pains of absence and
the cruelty of too rigid virtue; but it broke off abruptly, as if the
writer had been suddenly interrupted.
So rapidly did Laura glance over the lines, that her companions had
advanced but a few paces, ere she was hastening to follow them. On
reaching the porch, she saw that the walk was just entered by two
gentlemen. An instant convinced her that one of them was Hargrave.
Neither shriek nor exclamation announced this discovery, but Laura,
turning pale, shrunk back out of view. Her first feeling was eager
desire of escape; her first thought, that, returning to the inner
apartment, she might thence spring from the lofty terrace, on the verge
of which the hermitage was reared. She was deterred, by recollecting the
absurd appearance of such an escape, and the surprise it would occasion.
But what was to be done? There was no third way of leaving the place
where she stood, and if she remained, in a few moments Hargrave would be
there.
These ideas darted so confusedly through her mind, that it seemed rather
by instinct than design, that she drew her hat over her face, and
doubled her veil in order to pass him unnoticed. She again advanced to
the porch; but perceived, not without consternation, that Hargrave had
joined her party, and stood talking to Lady Pelham in an attitude of
easy cordiality. Laura did not comment upon the free morality which
accorded such a reception to such a character; for she was sick at
heart, and trembled in every limb. Now there was no escape. He would
certainly accost her, and she must answer him--answer him without
emotion! or how would Mr De Courcy--how would his mother construe her
weakness! What would Hargrave himself infer from it! What, but that her
coldness sprung from mere passing anger! or, more degrading still, from
jealousy! The truant crimson now rushed back unbidden; and Laura
proceeded with slow but steady steps.
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