Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Self-control -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
From idle regrets, Laura soon turned to more characteristic meditation
upon the conduct most suitable for her to pursue. Hargrave had joined
her party; had been acknowledged, by some of them at least, as an
acquaintance; and had particularly attached himself to Lady Pelham, with
whom he followed in close conversation. Laura thought he would probably
take the first opportunity of addressing himself to her; and if her
manner towards him corresponded with the bent of her feelings,
consciousness made her fear, that in her distance and constraint Lady
Pelham's already suspicious eye would read more than merely dislike to a
vicious character. Hargrave himself, too, might mistake who so nearly
resembled her former manner for the veil of her former sentiments. She
might possibly escape speaking to him for the present, but if he was
fixed in the neighbourhood, (and something of the woman whispered that
he would not leave it immediately), they would probably meet where to
avoid him was not in her power. After some minutes of close
consideration, she concluded, that to treat Colonel Hargrave with easy
civil indifference, best accorded with what she owed to her own dignity;
and was best calculated, if he retained one spark of sensibility or
discernment, to convince him that her sentiments had undergone an
irrevocable change. This method, therefore, she determined to pursue;
making, with a sigh, this grand proviso, that she should find it
practicable.
Mrs De Courcy, who guessed the current of her thoughts, suffered it to
proceed without interruption; and it was not till Laura relaxed her
brow, and raised her head, like one who has taken his resolution, that
her companion, stopping, complained of fatigue; proposing, as her own
carriage was not in waiting, to borrow Lady Pelham's, and return home,
leaving the other ladies to be conveyed in Mrs Penelope's sociable to
Norwood, where the party was to dine. Not willing to direct the proposal
to Laura, upon whose account chiefly it was made, she then turned to Mrs
Penelope, and inquired whether she did not feel tired with her walk; but
that lady, who piqued herself upon being a hale active woman of her age,
declared herself able for much greater exertion, and would walk, she
said, till she had secured an appetite for dinner. Laura, who had
modestly held back till Mrs Penelope's decision was announced, now
eagerly offered her attendance, which Mrs De Courcy, with a little
dissembled hesitation, accepted, smiling to perceive how well she had
divined her young favourite's inclinations.
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