Self-Raised; Or, From the DepthsSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Self-Raised; Or, From the Depths
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Fiction
"I wish you were going with me, dearest Bee. I had looked forward to
the pleasure of our seeing Europe together when we should go there
for the first time. And the continent we will see together; for I
shall go no farther than England. I shall reserve France, Italy,
Germany, and Russia for our tour next autumn, dear Bee."
She smiled on him with sympathetic delight. But as the road here,
quite on the edge of the banks, required the most careful driving,
the lovers' conversation ceased for a while.
And presently they were at the Shelton church. The congregation were
in luck that day. A celebrated preacher, who happened to be visiting
the neighborhood, occupied the pulpit. He preached from the text,
"Come up higher." And his discourse was a stirring call upon his
hearers to strive after perfection. All were pleased, instructed,
and inspired.
When the services were concluded, our party returned home in the
same order in which they had come. And as there was no afternoon
service, they spent the remainder of the day in the enjoyment of
each other's company and conversation.
Bee and Ishmael were mercifully left to themselves, to make the most
of the few hours before their separation. They were not morbid
sentimentalists--those two young people; they were not fearful, or
doubtful, or exacting of each other. If you had chanced to overhear
their conversation, you would have heard none of those entreaties,
warnings, and protestations that often make up the conversation of
lovers about to part for a time, and a little uncertain of each
other's fidelity. They had faith, hope, and love for, and in, each
other and their Creator. Ishmael never imagined such a thing as that
Bee could form another attachment, or go into a decline while he was
gone. And Bee had no fears either that the sea would swallow her
lover, or that a rival would carry him off.
So at the end of that evening they bade each other a cheerful good-
night. And the next morning, when Ishmael had bid farewell to all
the family, herself included, and was in the saddle, she sent him
off with a brilliant smile and a joyous:
"Heaven bless you, Ishmael! I know you will enjoy the trip."
But when he had ridden away and disappeared down the path leading
through the pine woods, Bee turned into the house, ran into her
mother's chamber, threw herself into her mother's arms, and burst
into a flood of tears.
It is the mother that always comes in for this sort of thing. Women
spare men--sometimes; but never spare each other.
"My poor child! but it isn't far, you know!"
"Oh, mamma, such a long way! I never expected to be separated so far
from Ishmael."
"My dear, steam annihilates distance. Only think, it is a voyage of
but ten days."
"I know. Oh, it was very foolish in me to cry. Thank Heaven, Ishmael
didn't see me," said Bee, wiping her eyes, and smiling through her
wet eyelashes, like a sunbeam through the rain-sprinkled foliage.
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