Self-Raised; Or, From the DepthsSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Self-Raised; Or, From the Depths
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Fiction
When she had arranged her young mistress at ease in dressing gown
and slippers, in the resting chair, she would still have lingered
near her, tendering little offices of affection, but Claudia,
wishing to be alone, dismissed her.
Lady Vincent had need of solitude for reflection.
As soon as old Katie had left her alone she clasped her hands and
fell back in her chair, exclaiming: "What shall I do? Oh! what shall
I do?"
She tried to think; but in the whirl of her emotions, thought was
very difficult, almost impossible. She felt that she had been
deceived and betrayed; and that her situation was critical and
perilous in the extreme. What should she do? to whom should she
appeal? how should she escape? where should she go?
Should she now "beard the lion in his den"; charge Lord Vincent with
his perfidy, duplicity, treachery, and meditated crime; demand the
instantaneous dismissal of Faustina; and insist upon an immediate
introduction to his family as the only means of safety to herself?
Where would be the good of that? She, a "stranger in a strange
land," an inmate of a remote coast fortress, was absolutely in Lord
Vincent's power. He would deride her demands and defy her wrath.
Should she openly attempt to leave the castle and return to her
native country and her friends? Again, what would be the good of
such an attempt? Her departure, she felt sure, would never be
permitted.
Should she try to make her escape secretly? That would be difficult
or impossible. The castle stood upon the extreme point of its high
promontory, overlooking the sea; it was remote from any other
dwelling; the roads leading from it were for miles impassable to
foot passengers. And besides all this, Claudia was unwilling to take
such a very undignified course.
In fact, she was unwilling to abandon her position at all--painful
and dangerous as it was; having purchased it at a high price she
felt like retaining end defending it.
What then should she do? The answer came like an inspiration. Write
to her father to come over immediately to her aid. And get him to
bring about her introduction to the Earl of Hurstmonceux's family
and her recognition by their circle. This course, she thought, would
secure her personal safety and her social position, if not her
domestic happiness; for the latter she had never dared to hope.
And while waiting for her father's arrival, she would be "wise as
serpents," if not "harmless as doves." She would meet Lord Vincent
on his own grounds and fight him with his own weapons; she would
beat duplicity with duplicity.
But first to write the letter to her father and dispatch it secretly
by the first mail. She arose and rang the bell.
Katie answered it.
"Unpack my little writing desk and place it on this stand beside
me."
Katie did as she was ordered.
"Now lock the door and wait here until I write a letter."
Katie obeyed and then seated herself on a footstool near her lady's
feet.
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