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"I am coming to that," he replied humbly. "Let me tell you the story as
best I can. We did not discover that we loved each other until after
you left. It had taken me some time to realize it--for--for--I did not
think I ever could change. I was almost horrified; but soon I made up
my mind it was for the best. I had been lonely and miserable long
enough, and I had it in my power to take the loneliness and misery from
another. I was almost insanely happy. I wanted to marry at once, but
for a few days Harriet would not consent. She wanted to be an
accomplished woman when she became my wife. Then she suggested that we
should be married secretly, and the next day we went over into Virginia
and were married--in a small village. She begged me not to tell you
till you came back. When you returned, her courage failed her, for
after all you were her benefactor and she had deceived you. She
protested that she could not, that she dared not tell you. It has been
an extremely disagreeable position to me, for I have felt almost a cad
in this house, but I understood her feeling, for you had every reason
to be angry and scornful. So we agreed to go to Europe in September and
write to you from there. She wanted to go at once--soon after you
returned; but I must wait till certain money comes in. I cannot live on
what you so generously gave her. She would not go without me, and in
spite of everything, I am almost ashamed to say, I have been very happy
here--"
"Is that all? I will go to my room now. Goodnight." She hurried
upstairs, wishing she had a sleeping powder. As she closed the door of
her room, the tall sombre figure of Harriet rose from a chair and
confronted her. Betty hastily lit two lamps. She could not endure
Harriet in a half light,--not while she wore black, at all events.
"He has told me," she said briefly, answering the agonized inquiry in
those haggard eyes. "I told him nothing."
Harriet drew a long breath and swayed slightly. "Ah!" she said. "Ah!
Thank the Lord for that. I hope you will never have to go through what
I have in this last half-hour." She seemed to recover herself rapidly,
for after she had walked the length of the room twice, she confronted
Betty with a tightening of the muscles of her face that gave it the
expression of resolution which her features always had seemed to demand.
"This is wholly my affair now," she said. "It is all between him and
me. It would be criminal for you to interfere. When I realised I loved
him, I made up my mind to marry him at once. I knew that you would not
permit it, and although I hated to deceive you, I made up my mind that
I would have my happiness. I intended to tell you when you got back,
but after what you said to me that day I was scared you'd tell him. If
you do--if you do--I swear before the Lord that I'll drown myself in
that lake--"
"I have no intention of telling him. As you say, it is now your own
affair."
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