Senescence, the Last Half of LifeHall, G. Stanley (Granville Stanley)
Science
Senescence, the Last Half of Life
Hall, G. Stanley (Granville Stanley)
Geriatrics
For myself, I confess I even retain in old age some vestige of my
strong childish desire to be a horse, lion, ape, dog, fish, and even
insect; or, in a word, to know how the world looks from under the
skull of our older brothers, the beasts. Still stronger is the wish to
have lived as a troglodyte, Indian, to have been a fire-worshiper,
totemist, a woman, millionaire, tramp, or even a moron or a genius--if
not, in some moods, to have experienced various insanities and even
diseases. But strangest of all is the wish that I could be set back
to happy childhood, even if it had to be with the smallest modicum
of the experience I have acquired, and try the game of life again.
It has been, on the whole, so fortunate that I would even repeat it
identically, if I had to, rather than to face the future I do. But the
chief charm would be not so much to improve it and avoid errors but to
vary it and give my more generic self a less one-sided expression so as
to bring out latencies that are suppressed or slumber and to invest the
same old self with a new set of attributes. I have only seen one very
small aspect of life and know but a single corner of my own soul and
my knowledge of the world is too limited to my own narrow specialty.
The future not only of my department but of all lines of human activity
is so full of possibilities yet unrealized but which have aroused such
eagerness of interest, that I would accept another life here under
almost any terms in order to see the swelling drama unfold; while I
revolt unspeakably at the realization that I must be cut off when so
many things in which I have the keenest zest are in the most critical
or interesting phase of their development.
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