Sentimental Tommy: The Story of His BoyhoodBarrie, J. M. (James Matthew)
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Sentimental Tommy: The Story of His Boyhood
Barrie, J. M. (James Matthew)
London (England) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Dinna believe it, then!" disappointed Tommy shouted, and now he was in
such a rage with himself that his heart hardened against her. He sought
the company of old Blinder.
Unfortunately Elspeth had believed it, and her woe was the more pitiful
because she saw at once, what had never struck Tommy, that it would be
wicked to keep Grizel out of her rights. "I'll no win to Heaven now,"
she said, despairingly, to herself, for to offer to change places with
Grizel was beyond her courage, and she tried some childish ways of
getting round God, such as going on her knees and saying, "I'm so
little, and I hinna no mother!" That was not a bad way.
Another way was to give Grizel everything she had, except Tommy. She
collected all her treasures, the bottle with the brass top that she had
got from Shovel's old girl, the "housewife" that was a present from Miss
Ailie, the teetotum, the pretty buttons Tommy had won for her at the
game of buttony, the witchy marble, the twopence she had already saved
for the Muckley, these and some other precious trifles she made a little
bundle of and set off for Double Dykes with them, intending to leave
them at the door. This was Elspeth, who in ordinary circumstances would
not have ventured near that mysterious dwelling even in daylight and in
Tommy's company. There was no room for vulgar fear in her bursting
little heart to-night.
Tommy went home anon, meaning to be whatever kind of boy she seemed
most in need of, but she was not in the house, she was not in the
garden; he called her name, and it was only Birkie Fleemister, mimicking
her, who answered, "Oh, Tommy, come to me!" But Birkie had news for him.
"Sure as death," he said in some awe, "I saw Elspeth ganging yont the
double dykes, and I cried to her that the Painted Lady would do her a
mischief, but she just ran on."
Elspeth in the double dykes--alone--and at night! Oh, how Tommy would
have liked to strike himself now! She must have believed his wicked lie
after all, and being so religious she had gone to--He gave himself no
time to finish the thought. The vital thing was that she was in peril,
he seemed to hear her calling to him, "Oh, Tommy, come quick! oh, Tommy,
oh, Tommy!" and in an agony of apprehension he ran after her. But by the
time he got to the beginning of the double dykes he knew that she must
be at the end of them, and in the Painted Lady's maw, unless their
repute by night had blown her back. He paused on the Coffin Brig, which
is one long narrow stone; and along the funnel of the double dykes he
sent the lonely whisper, "Elspeth, are you there?" He tried to shout it,
but no boy could shout there after nightfall in the Painted Lady's time,
and when the words had travelled only a little way along the double
dykes, they came whining back to him, like a dog despatched on uncanny
work. He heard no other sound save the burn stealing on tiptoe from an
evil place, and the uneasy rustling of tree-tops, and his own breathing.
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