Sermons of the Rev. Francis A. Baker, Priest of the Congregation of St. Paul: With a Memoir of His LifeBaker, Francis A. (Francis Aloysius)
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Sermons of the Rev. Francis A. Baker, Priest of the Congregation of St. Paul: With a Memoir of His Life
Baker, Francis A. (Francis Aloysius)
Baker, Francis A. (Francis Aloysius), 1820-1865; Catholic Church -- Sermons; Sermons, American -- 19th century
Some time after the date of this letter, Mr. Baker made a voyage
to Bermuda with his brother Alfred, who was now in a deep and
hopeless decline. He returned some time in the early part of the
ensuing summer. One day, either a little before or a little after
this voyage, I accidentally met him as I was out walking. I had
returned once more to Baltimore, and was making my novitiate at
the House attached to St. Alphonsus' Church. It was now nearly
five years since I had seen my former friend, and three since I
had received any letters from him. I was startled and pleased at
our unexpected rencontre, and at the light of friendship which I
saw in his face and eyes; but the pain of being separated from
him was renewed. Mr. Lyman came to see me, one day, during the
spring of 1850; and was much more frank and cordial in his manner
than Mr. Baker, who kept a close vail of reserve over his heart
until the last. I inquired of him particularly about Mr. Baker,
whether he had made any retrograde movement, &c. He replied that
he had rather advanced, and had become more spiritual in his
preaching, advised me to visit him, and on my objecting to this
on the ground that a visit might be intrusive and unwelcome,
assured me of the contrary. It was through his influence that
some degree of intercourse was from this time re-established
between Mr. Baker and myself. A subsequent letter of Mr. Baker
speaks of his visiting me, and also describes his visit to
Bermuda in the following terms. The letter is dated October 24,
1850:--
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"On my return from Bermuda, I found your kind and interesting
letter, and felt grateful to you for the friendship which you
have now continued to me for several years. I am sorry not to
have seen you when you were in Baltimore, and in fact that was
the only regret I felt on account of my absence from home at
the time of the Convention. The Convention itself I have ceased
to look forward to with any pleasure. The truth is, it always
saddens me to mingle at all with the clergy promiscuously. I
feel that there is so little sympathy between us, that the
sense of loneliness is forced upon me more distinctly than when
I keep to myself altogether. But I do not mean to write
gloomily to a friend with whom I communicate so seldom, and
indeed I do not _complain_ of the want of sympathy which I
feel, or blame others for it. I know that the cause of it is in
myself, and I acknowledge with gratitude the great degree of
indulgence, kindness, and forbearance with which I have been
universally treated.
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