Sermons of the Rev. Francis A. Baker, Priest of the Congregation of St. Paul: With a Memoir of His LifeBaker, Francis A. (Francis Aloysius)
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Sermons of the Rev. Francis A. Baker, Priest of the Congregation of St. Paul: With a Memoir of His Life
Baker, Francis A. (Francis Aloysius)
Baker, Francis A. (Francis Aloysius), 1820-1865; Catholic Church -- Sermons; Sermons, American -- 19th century
This was the last of these sad epistles--these outbreathings of a
pure and noble, but troubled spirit, enveloped in the obscure
night of doubt, and seeking wearily for the light of truth. It
was written on the first day of Lent; and when that Lent had
passed by, the clouds of mist had lifted from around the soul of
Francis Baker, never to return. Before he wrote again to his dear
friend, the _coup de-grace_ had been given. The blow was
struck suddenly and effectually, and the news of it came
unexpectedly, with a startling and almost sunning effect upon his
friend, through the following brief and abrupt communication--
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"Baltimore, _April_ 5, 1853.
"My Dear Dwight:--The decision is made: I have resigned my
parish, and am about to place myself under instruction
preparatory to my being received into the Catholic Church. I
can write no more at present. May God help you.
"Your affectionate friend,
"Francis A. Baker."
This letter was followed by another, written three days after, in
reply to one from Mr. Lyman.
"My Dear Dwight:--It _was_ cruel in me to write so
briefly, but if you knew what a press of duty came upon me just
at once, you would pity me, and indeed now I am in such a
confusion, that it takes some courage to write a line. But, my
dear friend, you have been so great a help to me, that it would
be worse than heathen in me not to give you one word of
explanation. I decided to submit to the Catholic Church last
Sunday night, and gave in my resignation to the vestry on last
Tuesday morning. I went to the archbishop, and to-morrow I make
my profession in St. Alphonsus' Church, before only two
witnesses, the least the rubric requires. This was in
compliance with the advice of the Bishop, who did not think it
well to give unnecessary publicity to the act. Plain and
sufficient arguments had long enough been addressed to my mind,
but my conversion at last I owe only to the grace of God. It
was the gift of God through Prayers, and now I can say 'Nunc
Dimittis'--for 'I believe, O God! all the Holy Truths which Thy
Catholic Church proposes to our belief, because Thou, my God,
hast revealed them all; and Thy Church has declared them. In
this faith I desire to live, and in the same, by Thy holy
grace, I am most firmly resolved to die. Amen.'
* * *
"I shall prepare for the sacraments next week, but beyond that,
I have formed no plans.
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"My dear Dwight, I feel that I have too long resisted God's
grace, and it will be one of the sins which I must now repent
of. God by His merciful kindness did not suffer me to be
abandoned, as, indeed, my resistance of His grace deserved, but
kindly pleaded with me, and I am now at the threshold of the
kingdom of God. Come with us, dear Dwight, come; God's time is
the best time. May our Lord bless you and direct you. Yours
affectionately,
"Francis A. Baker."
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