the everlasting misery and ruin into which we have thrown ourselves, we
may turn those pleadings of God’s Spirit, by our own evil wills, into a
darker curse than all which have gone before. We may refuse to believe
that God is love, and fancy Him as hard, and cruel, and proud, and
spiteful, and unloving as we ourselves are. We may refuse, though
Scripture, Prayer-book, sacraments, preachers, assure us of it, that God
is our Father still; and deny His covenant of baptism, and blaspheme His
holy name, by fancying Him our tyrant and taskmaster, who hates us, and
willeth the death of a sinner, and has pleasure in the death of him that
dieth. And then we may behave according to the lie which we ourselves
have invented, and all sorts of inventions of our own to escape God’s
wrath, when, in reality, it is He who is wishing to turn His wrath away
from us; and to win back His favour, when, in reality, it is not we who
are out of favour with Him, but He who is out of favour with us, who
dread Him and shrink from Him; we may try to deliver ourselves from Him,
when all the while it is He, the very God whom we are dreading and flying
from, who alone is able and willing to deliver us; and with all our
fears, and self-tormentings, and faithless terrors, and blasphemings of
God by fancying Him the very opposite to what He has declared Himself, we
shall get no peace of conscience, no deliverance from sins, or from the
fear of punishment, but only a fearful and fiery looking forward to
judgment, which is hell. That is superstition; hell on earth; when men
have so utterly forgotten the likeness of God, which He manifested in His
Son Jesus Christ, that they look on Him as a stern and dreadful
taskmaster, a tyrant, and not a deliverer. Hell on earth, which may and
must lead to hell hereafter; a hell of fear, and doubt, and hatred of Him
who is all lovely; the hell whereof it is written, that its worst torment
is being cast out from the sight of God: unless the hapless sinner opens
his eye and believes the covenant of his baptism, and sees that God
cannot lie, God cannot change, cannot break His covenant, cannot alter
His love; that though he have left his Father’s house, and wandered into
far countries, and wasted his Father’s substance in riotous living, he is
still his Father’s son, his Father’s house is still where it was from the
beginning, his Father’s heart still what it was from the beginning; and
so arises and goes back to his Father’s house, confessing that he is no
more worthy to be called His son, willing to be only as one of His hired
servants; and then—sees not the stern countenance, the cruel punishments
which he dreaded: but—“While he was yet afar off, his Father saw him, and
ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him!”
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