Sermons Preached at Brighton: Third SeriesRobertson, Frederick William
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Sermons Preached at Brighton: Third Series
Robertson, Frederick William
Church of England -- Sermons; Sermons, English -- 19th century
Now there are two ways in which this deep truth applies itself. There
is something that appals in death when there are distinct separate
acts of guilt resting on the memory; and there is something too in the
possession of a guilty heart, which is quite another thing from acts
of sin, that makes it an awful thing to die. There are some who carry
about with them the dreadful secret of sin that has been done; guilt
that has a name. A man has injured some one; he has made money, or got
on by unfair means; he has been unchaste; he has done some of those
thousand things of life which leave upon the heart the dark spot that
will not come out. All these are sins which you can count up and
number. And the recollection of things like these is that agony which
we call remorse. Many of us have remembrances of this kind which are
fatal to serenity. We shut them out, but it will not do. They bide
their time, and then suddenly present themselves, together with the
thought of a judgment-seat. When a guilty man begins to think of
dying, it is like a vision of the Son of Man presenting itself and
calling out the voices of all the unclean spirits in the man--"Art
thou come to torment us before the time?"
But my brethren, it is a mistake if we suppose that is the common way
in which sin stings at the thought of death. Men who have lived the
career of passionate life have distinct and accumulated acts of guilt
before their eyes. But with most men it is not guilty acts, but
guiltiness of heart that weighs the heaviest. Only take yesterday as a
specimen of life. What was it with most of us? A day of sin. Was it
sin palpable and dark, such as we shall remember painfully this day
year? Nay my brethren, unkindness, petulance, wasted time,
opportunities lost, frivolous conversation, _that_ was our chief
guilt. And yet with all that trifling as it may be, when it comes to
be the history of life, does it not leave behind a restless
undefinable sense of fault, a vague idea of debt, but to what extent
we know not, perhaps the more wretched just because it is uncertain?
My Christian brethren, this is the sting of sinfulness, the wretched
consciousness of an unclean heart. It is just this feeling, "God is
not my friend; I am going on to the grave, and no _man_ can say aught
against me, but my heart is not right; I want a river like that which
the ancients fabled--the river of forgetfulness--that I might go down
into it and bathe, and come up a new man. It is not so much what I
have done; it is what I am. Who shall save me from myself?" Oh, it is
a desolate thing to think of the coffin when that thought is in all
its misery before the soul. It is the sting of death.
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