Sex variant women in literature : $b A historical and quantitative surveyFoster, Jeannette H. (Jeannette Howard)
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Sex variant women in literature : $b A historical and quantitative survey
Foster, Jeannette H. (Jeannette Howard)
Lesbians in literature; Sex in literature; Women in literature
Hitherto they have exchanged no caresses—indeed, Metta has often been
deeply hurt by Olga’s show of brusque coldness. Now at last she learns
the true significance of her own feelings and of the older girl’s
previous restraint. Though Olga felt a reciprocal passion, she has had
previous difficulties because of an affair with a woman, and she dreaded
risking another such ordeal. She declares that never again can she
endure “to be stripped naked in public.” Once enlightened, Metta
determines that they shall never be separated. Within six months she
will attain her majority and be mistress of a large maternal
inheritance. She writes her father of her whereabouts and her
intentions, asking for temporary funds, but assuring Olga that if they
are refused she will raise money on her expectations.
Her answer is a telegram from the aunt telling her that her father has
had a stroke occasioned by the shock of her “robbing” her uncle, and
that he is dying. Metta suspects a trap, but returns to find the news
true, and lives through several hideous days before her father’s death
ends the nightmare. During the subsequent night, half-delirious from
exhaustion and her aunt’s vicious reproaches, she slips away to Olga’s
rooms for solace. Here she is found at dawn by the aunt, the wronged
uncle, and detectives. She declares her intention of never leaving her
friend, but Olga, in the face of public denunciation, fails to come to
her support, merely insisting that she is without responsibility in the
whole matter.
Confined at home and half-ill, Metta finds herself suddenly surrounded
by medical books and pamphlets on homosexuality, all condemnatory or
scandalmongering. Despite the bitter blow dealt her love and pride by
her friend’s defection, she writes Olga repeatedly, but receives no
answer. After a time, sickened by her reading and wounded by Olga’s
silence to the point of apathy, she allows herself, under pressure from
her aunt, to become engaged. The socially noteworthy match is featured
in the news, and on the eve of her marriage she has word from Petermann
of Olga’s suicide. Olga had, of course, none of her letters, but had
received many scurrilous anonymous threats in which Metta recognizes the
hand of her hated aunt, and Olga had, moreover, been prosecuted by the
Rudloff estate which held her debts. Shocked into sudden hard maturity,
Metta sells the family house, settles an allowance on her aunt, and
leaves Berlin, her only mementos Olga’s “scorpion” cigaret case and the
revolver with which she shot herself.
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