French fiction -- 19th century; Sand, George, 1804-1876
"Those who don't do one or the other are terribly bored in society, or
bore other people terribly. I am not a salon conversationalist myself. I
am not yet so hollow that I can procure a hearing without saying
anything. Tell me, Thérèse, do you want me to take a plunge into
society at our risk?"
"Not yet," said Thérèse; "be patient a little longer. Alas! I was not
prepared to lose you so soon!"
The sorrowful accent and heart-broken glance irritated Laurent more than
usual.
"You know," he said, "that you always bring me around to your wishes
with the slightest complaint, and you abuse your power, my poor
Thérèse. Don't you think you will be sorry for it some day, when you
find me ill and exasperated?"
"I am sorry for it already, since I weary you," she replied. "So do what
you choose!"
"Then you abandon me to my fate? Are you already weary of the struggle?
Look you, my dear, it is you who no longer love me!"
"From the tone in which you say that, it seems to me that you wish that
it should be so!"
He answered _no_, but, a moment later, his every word said _yes_.
Thérèse was too serious, too proud, too modest. She was unwilling to
descend with him from the heights of the empyrean. A hasty word seemed
to her an insult, a trivial reminiscence incurred her censure. She was
sober in everything, and had no comprehension of capricious appetites,
of extravagant fancies. She was the better of the two, unquestionably,
and if compliments were what she must have, he was ready with them; but
was it a matter of compliments between them? Was not the important thing
to devise some means of living together? Formerly, she was more
cheerfully inclined, she had been _coquettish_ with him, and she was no
longer willing to be; now, she was like a sick bird on its perch, with
feathers rumpled, head between its shoulders, and lifeless eye. Her
pale, dismal face was enough to frighten one sometimes. In that huge,
dark room, made depressing by the remains of former splendor, she
produced the effect of a ghost upon him. At times, he was really afraid
of her. Could she not fill that gloomy void with strange songs and
joyous peals of laughter?
"Come; what shall we do to shake off this deathly chill that freezes
one's shoulders? Sit down at the piano and play me a waltz. I will waltz
all by myself. Do you know how to waltz? I'll wager that you don't. You
don't know anything that isn't lugubrious!"
"Come," said Thérèse, rising, "let us leave this place at once, let
come what may! You will go mad here. It may be worse elsewhere; but I
will go through with my task to the end."
At that, Laurent lost his temper. So it was a task that she had imposed
on herself? So she was simply performing a duty in cold blood? Perhaps
she had taken a vow to the Virgin to consecrate her lover to her! All
that she lacked now was to turn nun!
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