French fiction -- 19th century; Sand, George, 1804-1876
All that Thérèse had feared that she would suffer on Laurent's account
if she became Palmer's wife, she suffered on Palmer's account when she
became for the second time Laurent's companion. Ghastly retrospective
jealousy, the worst of all forms of jealousy, because it takes offence
at everything and can be sure of nothing, gnawed the unhappy artist's
heart and sowed madness in his brain. The memory of Palmer became a
spectre, a vampire to him. He obstinately insisted that Thérèse should
tell him all the details of her life at Genoa and Porto Venere, and, as
she refused, he accused her of having tried to _deceive him_! Forgetting
that at that time Thérèse had written to him: _I love Palmer_, and
that a little later she had written to him: _I am going to marry him_,
he reproached her with having always held in a firm and treacherous hand
the chain of hope and desire which bound him to her. Thérèse placed
all their correspondence before him, and he admitted that she had said
to him all that loyalty called upon her to say to cut him loose from
her. He became calmer, and agreed that she had handled his half-extinct
passion with excessive delicacy, telling him the whole truth little by
little, as he showed a disposition to receive it without pain, and also
as she gained confidence in the future toward which Palmer was leading
her. He admitted that she had never told him anything resembling a
falsehood, even when she had refused to explain herself, and that
immediately after his illness, when he was still deluding himself with
the idea of a possible reconciliation, she had said to him: "All is at
an end between us. What I have determined upon and accepted for myself
is my secret, and you have no right to question me."
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