Paula felt that she could go down into the tortured city at this moment
with healing for every woe. She paced the room, and with outstretched
arms, poured forth an ecstasy of gratitude for his sake; for the
restoration of her Tower; for this new and glorious meaning of her
womanhood. The thought of returning to New York by the first boat
occurred; and the advisability of cabling Quentin Charter for his ease
of mind.... At all events, the time of the next steamer's leaving for
New York must be ascertained at once. She was putting on her hat, when
Madame Nestor's unopened letter checked her precipitation. The first
line brought back old fears:
I'm afraid I have betrayed you, my beloved Paula. It is hard
that my poor life should be capable of this. Less than two
hours ago, as I was busied about the apartment, the bell rang
and I answered. At the door stood Bellingham. He caught my eyes
and held them. I remember that instant, the suffocation,--the
desperate but vain struggle to keep my self-control. Alas, he
had subjected my will too thoroughly long ago. Almost
instantly, I succumbed to the old mastery.... When his control
was lifted, I was still standing by the opened door, but he was
gone. The elevator was at the ground-floor. He must have passed
by me and into the apartment, for one of your photographs was
gone. I don't think he came for that, though of course it will
help him to concentrate I cannot tell what else happened in the
interval, but my dreadful fear is that he made me divulge your
place of refuge. What other purpose could he have? It is almost
unbearable that I should be forced to tell him--when I love you
so--if, indeed, that has come to pass.... He has altered
terribly since the accident. I think he has lost certain of his
powers--that his thwarted desire is murdering him. He did not
formerly need a photograph to concentrate. His eyes burned into
mine like a wolf's. I know, even in my sorrow, that yours is to
be the victory. He is breaking up or he would not _come to
you_....
For a moment or two Paula was conscious of Pelée, and the gray menace
that charged the burnt-out air.
Then came the thought of Father Fontanel and the door that was never
locked; and presently her new joy returned with ever-rising
vibration--until the long-abated powers of her life were fully vitalized
again.... She was wondering, as she stepped into the hall and turned the
key in her door, if she would be considered rather tumultuous in cabling
Charter.... At the stairway, she halted, fearing at first some new
mental seizure; then every faculty furiously-nerved, she listened at the
balustrade for the repetition of a voice that an instant before had
thrilled her to the soul.... There had only been a sentence or two from
the Voice. Peter Stock was now replying:
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