Animals -- Fiction; Idaho -- Fiction; Shepherds -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
He was forgotten: the night life of the club whirled on without him. The
talk was the same, the lights glittered as ever, the crowds thronged
through the streets without, the same round of gaieties made its
lifeless and eternal circuit. By a strange paradox he suddenly knew that
if he were remembered at all, it was by those who had shared with him in
his debauches. And after all they had been the most vital part of his
old life. They were the thing most worth while. At least he had _lived_
then, he had known basic exultations and passions, he had not been soft
and dead. There had been stress, wakefulness, vitality. Perhaps their
pleasure lay in the fact that they had _simulated_ life. But by the
other clubmen, men he had laughed with and talked to, he was simply one
who had been and passed on.
He was stirred to the depths of his being by the contrast here. He
laughed at the thought that he might ever be forgotten by the companion
beside him now,—the great shepherd dog that muzzled his hands. Had they
not fought on the same side in battle? Had they not faced the same
enemies, known the same stress, felt the same pinch of cold in the crisp
dawns and the same cheering warmth of the fire? Had they not gone
together into still and sinister glens after the lost sheep? They had
braved the dangers, they had endured the storms, they had fought the
same fight for the same reward,—the joy of living and of service. Here
was one of whom he did not know merely the exterior. He felt the
animal’s heart pounding against his own body, and he knew its strength
and its courage. Its fidelity, its love, its true and noble worth could
not be put into words. And here was a friend, as long as blood stirred
in his veins, who would be faithful.
No artificial lights glittered in these mountains. Rather Hugh knew
those known to the shepherds who watched the sky for a sign in olden
days,—the peace of the stars and the glory of the moon. The only talk
was such as he and the shepherd dog had together, the complaint of the
sheep, and the voices of the forest about him. The crowds were far, the
gaieties were known at last as the dreams they really were, and in their
place was the silence, the inner peace, the joy of conquest, and the
white sheep, feeding in the shadow of the high peaks. He was far and
alone, but he was content.
But Hugh was not entirely forgotten. Even now the Old Colonel sat in his
chair in the lounging room, his factory-tied tie at an angle at his
collar, his hands folded, his eyes seeing out and beyond the city that
stretched about him. And to him, at least, Hugh was still a reality.
Even if he were dead—slain in some great stress in those far
Rockies—he was more vital and alive in the Colonel’s eye than he had
ever been before. Had he won, or had he failed? Was he standing straight
or had he fallen? Had he gone down, or even now was he sitting, redeemed
and recreated, beside his camp fire in the Land of Mighty Men?
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