Animals -- Fiction; Idaho -- Fiction; Shepherds -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Of course it was ridiculous,—but the thoughts of lovers often are. And
he did love her, with all the earnestness of his wakened being, with a
growing, breathless love that seemed natural as living. The point was
passed, long ago, wherein he could doubt that fact. And now he didn’t
even have self-wonder that he should have come to these mountain realms
and loved a mountain girl. It seemed simply his own inevitable destiny.
And he was humble and fearful as a callow boy about the whole thing.
Nothing of his herdsman’s life would have been so amusing to the members
of the Greenwood Club as this. For Hugh had known women in plenty; he
had been an eligible in a circle where eligibles were scarce, and these
clubmen thought that his last delusion in regard to them was gone. He
had been husband-hunted,—and the deer that has been stalked by a cougar
no longer sees beauty in the lights of its eyes! But now his old
arrogance and sophistication had fallen away from him. He searched
frantically and in vain for qualities within himself by which he might
hope to deserve this girl’s love.
Had he not been a waster, a slacker from the works of men? Had he
anything in general or particular because of which he might expect a
girl to love him? The things on which he used to pride himself had been
suddenly revealed as so much dust in his hands—inherited wealth, social
distinction, an influential ancestry. Here, he rightly concluded, these
three things were not worth the powder to blow them up. He did remember,
with some pride, that he had a certain amount of physical strength.
Already that had been of use to Alice, and the time might come wherein
it would be of use again. He was a fairly able sheepman, and he had
already earned over a hundred dollars. But he felt like a peasant,
offering his heart to the queen of the realm. It got down to a serious
matter that as yet he did not feel that he had justified his own
existence, that he had established himself in the great world of men and
toil, and that he had not yet been purged by the fires of trial and
stress, and redeemed in battle.
He mourned her when she left to bring supplies, and welcomed her with
the abandon of a child when she came back to him. In the early nights,
in the fire’s glow, dreams of her were ever with him, filling him with
strange, happy glowings and warm little quivers of delight. But his love
for her did not make him forget his sheep. The great test by which his
metal was tried lay in his degree of success as herder of the flocks.
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