"But, indeed, Mr. Samuel--you must forgive me, sir--old Nicky may be
cantankerous at times, but he means no harm to any living soul.
The passengers make allowances: he's a part of the ferry, as you might
say. As for impudence--if he really has been impudent--will you let me
talk to him, sir? I'll engage he asks pardon and promises not to offend
again. But think, before in your anger you turn him adrift--where can the
old man go, but to the workhouse? What can he have saved, on twelve
shillings a week? For every twelve shillings he's earned Lady Killiow
three to five pounds, week by week, these forty years; and not one penny
of it, I'll undertake to say, has he kept back from her ladyship.
What wage is it, after all, for the years of a man's strength that now,
with a few more years to live, he should lose it?"
"Have you done?"
Mr. Benny stood up. "I should never have done, sir, until you listened to
me."
"You refuse to write the letter?"
"I humbly beg you, sir, not to ask me to write it."
"But I do ask you to write it."
Mr. Benny thrust both hands nervously beneath his coat-tails, walked to
the window and stood for a second or two, staring out upon the garden.
His cheeks were flushed. He had arrived at one of those moments in life
which prove a man; but of heroism he was not conscious at all.
"I am very sorry, Mr. Samuel," said he, turning again to the table.
"If your father had told me to write such a letter, I should have used an
old servant's liberty and warned him that he was acting unjustly.
Though it made him angry, he would have understood. But I see, sir, that
I have no right to argue with you; and so let us have no more words.
I cannot write what you wish."
"My father," answered Mr. Sam, wagging a finger at him, "tolerated many
things I do not propose to tolerate. He suffered this old dotard to annoy
the public, though long past work. I am not surprised to learn that he
suffered you to forget your place."
Mr. Benny gathered up his papers without answering.
"Look here, Benny," Mr. Sam resumed, after watching him for a while,
"I don't wish to be hard on you; I only require obedience. It's a bit
foolish of you--eh?--to be quarrelling with your bread and butter."
"May be, sir."
"If you leave me, I wish it to be understood that 'tis by your own
choice."
The little man met his master's eyes now with a look of something like
contempt. "If that salves your conscience, sir, by all means have it so.
But if 'tis to be plain truth between us, you want a younger clerk."
"Did I ever complain of your incompetence?"
"My incompetence, sir? 'Tis my competence you surely mean? I reckon no
man can be sure of being a good servant till he has learnt to advise for
his master's good against his master's will."
"What's the matter with 'ee, Peter?" asked Nicky Vro as he rowed Mr. Benny
across the ferry at dinnertime. "You're looking as downcast as a gib
cat."
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