German fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, German -- Translations into English
She flung herself before the picture, lay with her forehead to the
ground, her hands spread far from her, and seemed to pray.
Between the murmurs and groans of the unhappy girl the man heard
the alarm of the dog, while the moon now gained its full power and
illuminated the whole room. And now before he could collect himself or
speak a word he felt her arms about his neck again, her mouth on his
throat and hot tears falling over his face.
“Do not go to your death, Filippo!” sobbed the poor girl. “If you stay
here with me, who will ever find you? Let them talk as they will, the
crowd of murderers, the cowardly wretches, more detestable than the
wolves of the Apennines! Yes,” she said, and looked up at him through
her streaming tears, “you will stay. The Madonna has sent you to
me--that I might save you. Filippo, I do not know what angry words
I spoke, but that they were angry I felt by the icy contraction here
at my heart from which the words relieved me. Forgive me for that. It
puts me in hell to think that love can be forgotten and loyalty trodden
under foot. Let us sit down here and consider the matter. Do you wish a
new house? We will build one. A change of company? We will send every
one away, even Nina, even the old dog shall go. And if you think then
they may betray you--why we will go ourselves, even to-day, now. I
know all the paths, and before the sun rises we will be deep among the
ravines on our way toward the north, and wandering, wandering to Genoa,
to Venice, wherever you will.”
“Stop!” said he sternly. “It is enough folly. You can not be my wife,
Fenice. Even if they do not kill me to-morrow, it will not be for long,
for I know how I am in their toils.” Quietly but firmly he released his
neck from her arms.
“See! my child,” he continued, “things are unhappy enough as they
stand, and we ought not to make them worse through want of reason.
Perhaps when you hear of my death later, your eyes will be resting on a
husband and beautiful children, and you will be thankful the dead man
of this night had more wisdom than you, even as in that other night you
had more wisdom than he. Let me go to rest now. Go you, too, and take
care we do not see each other again in the morning. You have a good
reputation, as I learnt from my contrabbandieri on the way here. Should
we see each other in the morning, and should you make a scene--you
understand, my child? And now, good night, good night, Fenice!” Then
once more he begged her earnestly for her hand. But she did not give
it to him. She looked absolutely white in the moonlight; her brows and
lowered eyelashes all the darker.
“Have I not sufficiently atoned for having enjoyed seven years ago
one long night of too much happiness? And now he wills that this
thousand-times accursed happiness shall make me unhappy again, and this
time for the length of an eternity? No, no, no! I will never let him
go! I would dishonor myself before all men if he should go away and
die.”
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