German fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, German -- Translations into English
“Did you not hear,” he broke in sharply, “that it is my will to rest?
Why do you talk with such infatuation, making yourself ill? If you can
not feel that honor must tear me from you, then you can never be fit
for me. I am no doll on your lap to be fondled and joked with. My paths
I have marked out before me, and they are too narrow for two. Show me
the hide on which I am to pass the night and then--let us forget each
other!”
“Though you drive me from you with blows, I will not leave you! If
death places himself between us, with these good arms I will save you
from him. In death and life--you are mine, Filippo!”
“Be still!” he cried aloud. The color rose suddenly to his forehead,
as with both arms he pushed the impetuous figure from him. “Be still!
And now it is over--now and forever. Am I a _thing_ that can be dragged
to any one that calls for it--to any one whose eyes take a fancy to
it? You have been sighing for me for seven years--does that give you
the right to make me untrue to myself in the eighth? If you wished to
corrupt me, your method was badly chosen. Seven years ago I loved you
because you were different from what you are to-day. If you had flown
to my neck then, and had hoped to win my heart by boldness, I would
have set boldness against boldness, as I do to-day! Now, all is over
between us, and I know that the pity that moved me before was not love.
For the last time, where is my room?”
Sharply and coldly he said this, and in the silence that followed
he felt pain at the tone of his own voice. Yet he added not a word,
wondering in the stillness that she took it so much more calmly than he
had feared. Far rather would he now have soothed some stormy outburst
of her sorrow with kinder words. But she went past him coldly, threw
open a heavy wooden door not far from the hearth, in silence pointed to
the iron bolt, and then returned to the hearth again.
He entered and bolted the door behind him. Yet for a moment he stood
standing by the door, to listen to what she might be doing. But there
was not a sound of life in the room and not a stir could be heard in
the whole house save the restlessness of the dog, the pawing of the
horses in their stalls, and the whistling of the wind without which
was fast driving away the last streaks of the mist. The moon in all
its glory was now shining in the heavens, and it flooded the room as
Filippo drew a great bunch of heather out of a hole in the wall which
served as a window. He now plainly saw he was in Fenice’s room. There
against the wall stood her neat, narrow bed, near it a chest unlocked,
a small table, a little wooden bench, the walls hung with pictures of
saints and madonnas, a little bowl of holy water under the crucifix by
the door.
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