Shoulder-Straps: A Novel of New York and the Army, 1862Morford, Henry
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Shoulder-Straps: A Novel of New York and the Army, 1862
Morford, Henry
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
One more superstition, connected with the departure of friends, must be
noted--the more peculiarly as there is a sad beauty in the thought. Very
many nervous and excitable people fear to look after those who are going
away on long journeys or dangerous enterprises, under the fear that such
a look after them may prevent their return. One peculiar instance of the
indulgence of this superstition, and its apparent fulfilment, happens to
have fallen under notice, during the present struggle. When the
President's first call for volunteers was made, among those who
responded was one young lad of eighteen, a mere handsome boy in
appearance and altogether delicate in constitution, who left a
comfortable position to fulfil what he believed to be a stern duty. He
had two female cousins, of nearly his own age, and with whom he had been
in close intimacy. Going away hurriedly, with little time to bestow on
farewells, he called to bid them good-bye one dark and threatening
night. Some tears of emotion were shed, and the sad farewell was spoken.
When he passed down the walk, both the cousins stood without the door
and watched his figure as it grew dimmer and disappeared in the dusk of
the distant street. When they returned to the cheerfulness of the
lighted room, the younger burst into tears.
"We have doomed him," she said. "We watched him when he went away, and
looked after him as long as he could be seen. He will never come back.
His young life will fade out and disappear, just as we saw him fading
away in the darkness."
A month later the young soldier was dead; and something more than
ordinary reasoning will be necessary to persuade the two cousins--the
younger and more impressive, especially--that their gazing after him did
not cast an evil omen on his fate and a blight upon his life. Another
near relative has since gone away on the same patriotic errand; but when
the farewells were spoken in the lighted room, the two girls escaped at
once and hid themselves in another apartment, so that they should not
even see him disappear through the door. When last heard from,[10] fever
and bullet had yet spared him; and what more is needed to make the two
young girls hopelessly superstitious for life, at least in this one
regard? They are not the only persons who have seen and felt that
_fading out in the darkness_ as an omen; for the same observer who once
stood on the bluff at Long Branch, as a heavy night of storm was
closing, and saw the "Star of the West" gradually fade away and
disappear into that threatening storm and darkness--unconscious that she
was to emerge again to play so important a part in the drama of the
nation's degradation,--the same observer saw the same omen at Niblo's
not long ago, when the poor Jewess of Miss Bateman's wonderful "Leah"
fell back step by step into the crowd, as the curtain was dropping, her
last hope withered and her last duty done, and nothing remaining but to
"follow on with my people."
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