Silence, and other storiesFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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Silence, and other stories
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, American
“But--you must be lonesome with nobody--of your own age--to speak to,”
persisted Thomas, confusedly.
“I never cared much for youthful company. It is getting dark; I must be
going,” said Evelina. “I wish you good-evening, sir.”
“Sha’n’t I--walk home with you?” asked Thomas, falteringly.
“It isn’t necessary, thank you, and I don’t think Cousin Evelina would
approve,” she replied, primly; and her light dress fluttered away into
the dusk and out of sight like the pale wing of a moth.
Poor Thomas Merriam walked on with his head in a turmoil. His heart
beat loud in his ears. “I’ve made her mad with me,” he said to himself,
using the old rustic school-boy vernacular, from which he did not
always depart in his thoughts, although his ministerial dignity guarded
his conversations. Thomas Merriam came of a simple homely stock, whose
speech came from the emotions of the heart, all unregulated by the
usages of the schools. He was the first for generations who had aspired
to college learning and a profession, and had trained his tongue by the
models of the educated and polite. He could not help, at times, the
relapse of his thoughts, and their speaking to himself in the dialect
of his family and his ancestors. “She’s ’way above me, and I ought to
ha’ known it,” he further said, with the meekness of an humble but
fiercely independent race, which is meek to itself alone. He would have
maintained his equality with his last breath to an opponent; in his
heart of hearts he felt himself below the scion of the one old gentle
family of his native village.
This young Evelina, by the fine dignity which had been born with her
and not acquired by precept and example, by the sweetly formal diction
which seemed her native tongue, had filled him with awe. Now, when he
thought she was angered with him, he felt beneath her lady-feet, his
nostrils choked with a spiritual dust of humiliation.
He went forward blindly. The dusk had deepened; from either side of the
road, from the mysterious gloom of the bushes, came the twangs of the
katydids, like some coarse rustic quarrellers, each striving for the
last word in a dispute not even dignified by excess of passion.
Suddenly somebody jostled him to his own side of the path. “That you,
Thomas? Where you been?” said a voice in his ear.
“That you, father? Down to the post-office.”
“Who was that you was talkin’ with back there?”
“Miss Evelina Leonard.”
“That girl that’s stayin’ there--to the old Squire’s?”
“Yes.” The son tried to move on, but his father stood before him dumbly
for a minute. “I must be going, father. I’ve got to work on my sermon,”
Thomas said, impatiently.
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