"What is all this about?" cried Elizabeth, turning upon her cousin, with
a burst of indignant affection. "I come back, Abby Williams, to find our
dear old room white and cold as a snow drift--not a flower in the
glasses--not even a branch of pine or hemlock in the fire-place--and
worst of all, the bed so smooth that it looks as if no one ever slept in
it, or ought to sleep in it, without being chilled to death. Why have
you left our pretty room, Abby Williams? the chamber you and I have
slept in since they took us from the same cradle; left it, too, for this
dreary corner, just as I was coming home so happy, so very, very happy,
at the thoughts of--of--oh! Abby, dear, dear Abby, what has come over
you since I have been away?"
Abby Williams stood leaning against the chest of drawers. She looked sad
and weary, rather than touched, or excited, by her cousin's almost
passionate appeal.
"I came here," she said, gently, "because, since you went away,
Elizabeth, I have learned to be alone. It seems unnatural to go back
into the old life now: your heart is full of its own joys. But mine--you
see I am fond of loneliness, and that is why we cannot sleep together
any more."
Elizabeth's blue eyes filled with angry tears; her fair face flushed,
and turned pale, and then broke into one of those heavenly smiles that
seemed bright enough to win an angel from his place in paradise. She
went up to her cousin, and flung one arm over her shoulder.
"Oh, I see how it is," she cried, turning the sad face toward her with a
gentle pat of the hand: "she is jealous that I shall think of somebody
else now, and not all the day and night long of her, as we used to think
of each other. I know what the feeling is, Abby darling, and would
rather die than give it to you. But then you are so wrong! This
love--don't stare, old Tituba--indeed I love some one, very, very
much--you cross-looking old thing--and that very love gives warmth and
breadth to all the dear old household feelings, that nothing ever could
crowd from my heart, just as a good mother loves all her children,
better and better for every new baby. There now, don't be jealous,
cousin!"
"I am not jealous, Elizabeth Parris," answered Abby, oppressed by the
caressing tenderness of the young girl, "only sad, and in love with my
own company. When two girls like us are once separated, it is not so
easy to fall back into the old ways."
"Indeed, indeed, this is jealousy, nothing else. But I do love you so
much, Abby Williams, cross as you are; you don't know how my heart
leaped, as I came in sight of the house; I wanted to fly, to kiss you,
like this, a thousand, thousand times. There--there."
Elizabeth interrupted herself, pressing kiss after kiss on the lips,
forehead and hair of her cousin, who shrunk and grew pallid in her
embrace, as if those warm caresses had poison in them.
"Why, Abby, you do not kiss me back--you are trying to get away--is it
because you do not love me any longer--is it really that?"
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